Yeahhhhh!!! Happy Anniversary to Mr & Mrs Loh!!
Today is our Chinese customary 1 year anniversary. I'm on my way to meet hubby Loh. He hasn't sleep at all since his work just to accompany me for dinner. Omg. Deep deep deeply appreciated!! Hence, we won't go far. Will go compass point for a simple dinner n back home. Well, I don't fancy any flowers too. Save money. Because he treat me very good already.
Thank God for giving me such a man.
Today, I made 18 couriers! Hooorrayyy!!! pray for success approval too. This month i want hit top tier too. Jesus can do it!! Praises and Glory to God!!
xoxo
Monday, June 10, 2013
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Insomnia Saturday.
It's been a while. Imma lazy.
I don't like to receive comments that I'm holy, I'm too into my religion. I get upset and disappointed when it happens. But Thank God. Thank God for putting angels by my side to guide me. I've them to look forward to sharing my joys and testimonies from God.
Because God loves me, I've gotten a very good job. Definition of good meaning it is what I asked for. I wanted 9-5 mon-fri office job, I want good money job, I want my working environment to be relax and easy, I want nice colleagues, I want a good boss. N yes! God gave it to me. When He first bring me to this job, I was scared. I'm afraid I couldn't make it. But I told myself, I should not worry. All I need to do is to let go of my worries and simply rest onto Lord and He will take care of everything. Truly, I am receiving His love for me. My working hours 9-6:30 mon-fri. Telesales selling credit cards. To me, it's a brainless sales job. Not stressful as before. Everyone is nice, do own things n no interfere of work with each other at all. Only helping each other. My team leader is indeed a leader, not someone who think he's big boss. Most important part, money? I earn 8k on my first month. My highest ever salary in my last 3years of banker job still less than 4k lor.. My banker days, my sales was just sufficient enough for me to survive through. And Lol I always dun like to say imma banker because i seriously duno about financial markets etc. Well, Where to find such fantastic job? Nehhh God found it for me.
Thankyou Lord Jesus for Your love to me. I love You too! Amen
xoxo
I don't like to receive comments that I'm holy, I'm too into my religion. I get upset and disappointed when it happens. But Thank God. Thank God for putting angels by my side to guide me. I've them to look forward to sharing my joys and testimonies from God.
Because God loves me, I've gotten a very good job. Definition of good meaning it is what I asked for. I wanted 9-5 mon-fri office job, I want good money job, I want my working environment to be relax and easy, I want nice colleagues, I want a good boss. N yes! God gave it to me. When He first bring me to this job, I was scared. I'm afraid I couldn't make it. But I told myself, I should not worry. All I need to do is to let go of my worries and simply rest onto Lord and He will take care of everything. Truly, I am receiving His love for me. My working hours 9-6:30 mon-fri. Telesales selling credit cards. To me, it's a brainless sales job. Not stressful as before. Everyone is nice, do own things n no interfere of work with each other at all. Only helping each other. My team leader is indeed a leader, not someone who think he's big boss. Most important part, money? I earn 8k on my first month. My highest ever salary in my last 3years of banker job still less than 4k lor.. My banker days, my sales was just sufficient enough for me to survive through. And Lol I always dun like to say imma banker because i seriously duno about financial markets etc. Well, Where to find such fantastic job? Nehhh God found it for me.
Thankyou Lord Jesus for Your love to me. I love You too! Amen
xoxo
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Puzzled...
Was browsing through fb... Saw xxxxx posted pics from his holidays now. N by chance I saw his pic with him wearing brown Adidas jacket! (O_O) I'm very very very shocked! Because few years ago, when that time I like him~ well~ he accompanied me to choose my birthday present n we bought a brown Adidas hoodie jacket. Yes, exactly e same as his pic. Did he buy e same at that time? Cos now I think this design out of stock already lei. Or I think too much liao. Mmm during that time I really like him alot, crazily over him. Hahahaa come to think of it, I like so silly. How long ago was that? Mmm year 2005 ba... Time flies... 8years already...
那时候我很喜欢他，但绝对不是「要在一起」的念头。纯粹是喜欢和他在一起的感觉。。。喜欢他的陪伴，而不是要做「男女朋友」。那时候我们在一起还真的很自由自在。为什么咋们的距离越来越远了呢？难道人长大了，各自忙碌的生活就把曾经要好的朋友给遗忘了吗？ :(
我有很多要好的哥们，但期中最要好的四位：Chulong, ShunJie, Pau, Grant 是我最谈得来，最信赖，最了解我，知道我最多秘密的。。嘻嘻。。啊〜 我好想念你们〜 我很开心你们都过的很好。来日方长，真希望有朝一日我能与你们再叙叙旧。
xoxo
那时候我很喜欢他，但绝对不是「要在一起」的念头。纯粹是喜欢和他在一起的感觉。。。喜欢他的陪伴，而不是要做「男女朋友」。那时候我们在一起还真的很自由自在。为什么咋们的距离越来越远了呢？难道人长大了，各自忙碌的生活就把曾经要好的朋友给遗忘了吗？ :(
我有很多要好的哥们，但期中最要好的四位：Chulong, ShunJie, Pau, Grant 是我最谈得来，最信赖，最了解我，知道我最多秘密的。。嘻嘻。。啊〜 我好想念你们〜 我很开心你们都过的很好。来日方长，真希望有朝一日我能与你们再叙叙旧。
xoxo
Saturday, February 23, 2013
你会吃回头草吗?
4days after I tendered, another department hr called me. Because Jayne has helped forward my résumé to her team leader. I went ahead with exit interview, I mentioned about the hr lady who called me regarding bbsm position. This VP says she will try if she can help me. Indeed, I guessed she did helped me? Because that hr lady called me back and offered me the position. But to my surprise, it was contract basis. And without thinking, I rejected her. Then 3days later, which is today, I decided to 吃回头草. I called back to her and asked if the position still available. Well, she will need to ask the team leader and get back to me. Probably next Monday ba.
Daddy God, I am your beloved child. Now that I am in the cross junction of my career path. I really has no idea of the road ahead. Please guide me. For You will shut the doors that man cannot open. And You will open all doors that man cannot shut. Faith is in my heart, grace to me in Your right hand. I will not worry for I know You already has the plan for me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
xoxo
Daddy God, I am your beloved child. Now that I am in the cross junction of my career path. I really has no idea of the road ahead. Please guide me. For You will shut the doors that man cannot open. And You will open all doors that man cannot shut. Faith is in my heart, grace to me in Your right hand. I will not worry for I know You already has the plan for me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
xoxo
Friday, February 15, 2013
Praise The Lord!!!!!!! ^^
Miracle miracle miracle!!! Thankyou God for giving me this awesome Valentine's day on 15th February 2013.
Initially my planning was to meet husband after my exit interview. Prolly evening time meet him at taka. Planned for dinner at Aston house. BUT!! he has a lot a lot of delivery to go. Even need to go few rounds at night. My mind really jam lor. Don't know what to do. Keep praying for God's help. Alone rotting outside Starbucks after exit interview at raffles. Then over the phone with him, he mentioned today is his Chinese birthday. Ah!!! Then go back home cook mee sua for him! Yup n I rushed back home. Went at hougang mall, bought flower n groceries n cab home ASAP.
Wrote e small card n place e bouquet inside bedroom. Rush to prepare dinner. Yup, he was surprised to see the flower n asked why I buy flower for him. Lol.
爱心生日鸡蛋面线 （＾ν＾）
再来一道他的最爱〜干煸四季豆
Da-dahhhhhh!!!!!
Ahhhhh. Finally rainbow after the rainy storm yesterday. Thankyou Lord Jesus!!!
Glory to The Lord!!!!!!
xoxo
Initially my planning was to meet husband after my exit interview. Prolly evening time meet him at taka. Planned for dinner at Aston house. BUT!! he has a lot a lot of delivery to go. Even need to go few rounds at night. My mind really jam lor. Don't know what to do. Keep praying for God's help. Alone rotting outside Starbucks after exit interview at raffles. Then over the phone with him, he mentioned today is his Chinese birthday. Ah!!! Then go back home cook mee sua for him! Yup n I rushed back home. Went at hougang mall, bought flower n groceries n cab home ASAP.
Wrote e small card n place e bouquet inside bedroom. Rush to prepare dinner. Yup, he was surprised to see the flower n asked why I buy flower for him. Lol.
爱心生日鸡蛋面线 （＾ν＾）
再来一道他的最爱〜干煸四季豆
Da-dahhhhhh!!!!!
Ahhhhh. Finally rainbow after the rainy storm yesterday. Thankyou Lord Jesus!!!
Glory to The Lord!!!!!!
xoxo
God's help is only a prayer away
I know it was You, Daddy God. It was You who whispered into me. Thank you Daddy God, You heard me.
Praise Lord. Hallelujah.
Just as I was watching hk drama, Daddy God talked to me. He told me I can be the one to buy flowers on Valentine's day. And guided me tomorrow to have a make-up-Valentine's day dinner with husband.
Thankyou to You Daddy God. You have lighten my heart. God, please please please bless me, bless us, tomorrow will be a peaceful day. I don't want quarrels, I don't want show attitude, I don't want to be short-tempered. God, grant me a gracious heart. Lord, help me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
Praise Lord. Hallelujah.
Just as I was watching hk drama, Daddy God talked to me. He told me I can be the one to buy flowers on Valentine's day. And guided me tomorrow to have a make-up-Valentine's day dinner with husband.
Thankyou to You Daddy God. You have lighten my heart. God, please please please bless me, bless us, tomorrow will be a peaceful day. I don't want quarrels, I don't want show attitude, I don't want to be short-tempered. God, grant me a gracious heart. Lord, help me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Valentine's day? My foot!
Of all my life these years, 29 years; 2013 is the worst feelings Valentine's day I had ever felt. I hate it ttm!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried in public again. :'( Why? Why? Why I can't communicate with him?!!!!! Why must he mention her name?! N that I resemble her attitude?! I fucking hate him!!!!!!!!! Why he want spoil my Valentine's day?!!! I didn't ask for a bouquet of flowers. A simple stalk satisfy me already. Why a simple romance you also don't have?! How much does a stalk of flower cost? A pack of cigar? Or few millions?! Totally upset to the max. Very very very saddddddd :(((((((
Daddy God, can you tell me what should I do? I feel very helpless :( I am jobless now. Bills will pile up next month. Why am I short-tempered? Can change away my temper? I hate myself for throwing tantrum easily. I hate myself to give attitude. I hate myself to be sensitive. God, grant me a gracious heart please. Change away my heart.
Psalm 23.
xoxo
Daddy God, can you tell me what should I do? I feel very helpless :( I am jobless now. Bills will pile up next month. Why am I short-tempered? Can change away my temper? I hate myself for throwing tantrum easily. I hate myself to give attitude. I hate myself to be sensitive. God, grant me a gracious heart please. Change away my heart.
Psalm 23.
xoxo
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Last day of January 2013
懒懒散散地度过2013年的第一个月。=_= 这一个月我还真的好懒呀！完全都没心情上班。每天都拖着自己去上班的。到了公司，又懒洋洋的不做事。就完全是 let go 了。放弃自己在公司生存的意志！哈哈。
昨天老板和我说了话了。他实在太他妈的！就把他所有缺德话报应在他女儿身上吧！ ＞.＜ Seriously I felt very threaten by him lor. He say if by mid February I don't perform, he will ask me go HR n terminate me. Waaa Lao!! Can I go see doctor and voice out my illness? Make me worried, stress till cannot sleep well, cannot make bb, cannot contribute to Singapore, cannot get baby bonus. Such a big losses to me!!!
This morning, i been thinking real hard. Really very stress n worried of my career lei. He can anytime any reasons has the rights to terminate me lor. I'm like lying on chopping board under his knife! Anytime will be slaughtered! So by noon, I had made my decision. Wait no more le. Now don't tender, I might not have chance to tender already. 呈现在还有机会递辞职信，就该先下手为强，不要后下手遭殃。那就太迟了〜
所以呢，我 dated 辞职信 on 明天，1st February. 说实话，没有舍不得。反而，心里轻松好多！大石头丢掉了！Yaaahoooooo!!!
God, thank you for closing this door. I feel very happy. I'm very looking forward to you opening new doors for me!!! I really can foresee my life is gonna be so much more lively and meaningful after oc. God, I ask for a 9am-5pm mon-fri job. Weekends is pack with meaningful events. Saturday will be gathering day. Hubby,family,friends. Sunday will be volunteer n church day.
Remember one of my resolutions is to be involve in charity work? And yea! I found one suitable organization for myself. Willinghearts.org.sg Basically I volunteer myself to be kitchen helper, as early as 6:30am to reach their place. My first reporting day would be 3rd February 2013. I could feel very happy to help others in need. No money so I 出力！俗话说〜助人为快乐之本嘛 (*^_^*)
还有还有！I really feel so much happier to give a helping hand. 真正有意义的人生才开始。加油！
Praise Lord for all the unmerited favors u brought to me. Glory goes to you.
All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
昨天老板和我说了话了。他实在太他妈的！就把他所有缺德话报应在他女儿身上吧！ ＞.＜ Seriously I felt very threaten by him lor. He say if by mid February I don't perform, he will ask me go HR n terminate me. Waaa Lao!! Can I go see doctor and voice out my illness? Make me worried, stress till cannot sleep well, cannot make bb, cannot contribute to Singapore, cannot get baby bonus. Such a big losses to me!!!
This morning, i been thinking real hard. Really very stress n worried of my career lei. He can anytime any reasons has the rights to terminate me lor. I'm like lying on chopping board under his knife! Anytime will be slaughtered! So by noon, I had made my decision. Wait no more le. Now don't tender, I might not have chance to tender already. 呈现在还有机会递辞职信，就该先下手为强，不要后下手遭殃。那就太迟了〜
所以呢，我 dated 辞职信 on 明天，1st February. 说实话，没有舍不得。反而，心里轻松好多！大石头丢掉了！Yaaahoooooo!!!
God, thank you for closing this door. I feel very happy. I'm very looking forward to you opening new doors for me!!! I really can foresee my life is gonna be so much more lively and meaningful after oc. God, I ask for a 9am-5pm mon-fri job. Weekends is pack with meaningful events. Saturday will be gathering day. Hubby,family,friends. Sunday will be volunteer n church day.
Remember one of my resolutions is to be involve in charity work? And yea! I found one suitable organization for myself. Willinghearts.org.sg Basically I volunteer myself to be kitchen helper, as early as 6:30am to reach their place. My first reporting day would be 3rd February 2013. I could feel very happy to help others in need. No money so I 出力！俗话说〜助人为快乐之本嘛 (*^_^*)
还有还有！I really feel so much happier to give a helping hand. 真正有意义的人生才开始。加油！
Praise Lord for all the unmerited favors u brought to me. Glory goes to you.
All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Lost child
Losing directions. God, please show me the light. Please get me out of this miserable period. I don't want to spend another minute in this situation le. I don't like this feelings. Heavenly Father, help me.
I've no table today. Whole day behind back room doing nothing. Boss practically talked to everyone except me. He hate me now, I knew it! I hate him too!!! He can't wait to pok me lor. I can't wait to throw letter at his fcuking face!!! >.< Lord Jesus, help me. I'm feeling really sian, hopeless, helpless. Showed interest in recruiting network. But no replies at. Totally don't know what to do. Then just now, I thought that I haven't read "One Daily Bread". So before I clicked into e apps, I asked God to guide me.
January 17,2013
Trouble
John 16:33 tells us, "In the world you will have tribulation." Even God's children are not promised a life of ease, of prosperity, nor of good health. Yet we are never alone in our trouble. Isaiah 43:2 reminds us that when we pass through deep water, God is with us. Although we don't always understand God's purposes in trials we experience, we can trust His heart because we know Him.
Our God is a God of abundant love and "neither death nor life. . . nor things present nor things to come [will ever] separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord"(Rom.8:38-39). When trouble comes, His presence is His promises.
Swift cometh His answer, so clear and so sweet; "Yea, I will be with thee, thy troubles to meet; I will not forget thee, nor fail thee, nor grieve; I will not forsake thee, I never will leave." - Flint
Faith is believing that God is present when all we hear us silence.
I knew You were with me. 你听到了。This phrase 就是说给我的。
Yes Father. Hallelujah. I will keep my faith with you. Amen.
xoxo
xoxo
I've no table today. Whole day behind back room doing nothing. Boss practically talked to everyone except me. He hate me now, I knew it! I hate him too!!! He can't wait to pok me lor. I can't wait to throw letter at his fcuking face!!! >.< Lord Jesus, help me. I'm feeling really sian, hopeless, helpless. Showed interest in recruiting network. But no replies at. Totally don't know what to do. Then just now, I thought that I haven't read "One Daily Bread". So before I clicked into e apps, I asked God to guide me.
January 17,2013
Trouble
John 16:33 tells us, "In the world you will have tribulation." Even God's children are not promised a life of ease, of prosperity, nor of good health. Yet we are never alone in our trouble. Isaiah 43:2 reminds us that when we pass through deep water, God is with us. Although we don't always understand God's purposes in trials we experience, we can trust His heart because we know Him.
Our God is a God of abundant love and "neither death nor life. . . nor things present nor things to come [will ever] separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord"(Rom.8:38-39). When trouble comes, His presence is His promises.
Swift cometh His answer, so clear and so sweet; "Yea, I will be with thee, thy troubles to meet; I will not forget thee, nor fail thee, nor grieve; I will not forsake thee, I never will leave." - Flint
Faith is believing that God is present when all we hear us silence.
I knew You were with me. 你听到了。This phrase 就是说给我的。
Yes Father. Hallelujah. I will keep my faith with you. Amen.
xoxo
xoxo
Monday, January 14, 2013
天啊〜 今天终于破蛋了！已经是月中了，我才他妈的只有750revenue。。。惨死了！还剩下15个工作日，主耶稣救命呀！
Sigh... :( now workplace email cannot anyone send out email to all external without encryption. It's so troublesome. N so boss wants us "don't send out any emails, to avoid trouble for him". Wtf! Ahhhhhh like that I can't send email to my personal email liao lor. Cos my resume is saved inside work-email. Gotta wait for sister to return my lappy then I can send out resume to future company.
I still have $100 taka vouchers from boss, $480taka vouchers from wealth management lei. When will they give me ah?! Better not chao kuan hor.. >.
Every night is super busy night for me. Full treatment of skincare.
1) exfoliate - once a week
2) cleansing
3) toner
4) sheet mask - once a week
5) eye patches - once a week
6) soothing essence 神奇水
7) night cream
8) eye cream
9) wrinkle tox serum
10) sleeping mask if never use sheet mask
我要嫩滑的肌肤!! 当然也要有8小时的睡眠和intake at least 1.5litres的水。
眼睛开始痛了。。困了、累了。。。 大家晚安 （＾＿＾）☆
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Sigh... :( now workplace email cannot anyone send out email to all external without encryption. It's so troublesome. N so boss wants us "don't send out any emails, to avoid trouble for him". Wtf! Ahhhhhh like that I can't send email to my personal email liao lor. Cos my resume is saved inside work-email. Gotta wait for sister to return my lappy then I can send out resume to future company.
I still have $100 taka vouchers from boss, $480taka vouchers from wealth management lei. When will they give me ah?! Better not chao kuan hor.. >.
Every night is super busy night for me. Full treatment of skincare.
1) exfoliate - once a week
2) cleansing
3) toner
4) sheet mask - once a week
5) eye patches - once a week
6) soothing essence 神奇水
7) night cream
8) eye cream
9) wrinkle tox serum
10) sleeping mask if never use sheet mask
我要嫩滑的肌肤!! 当然也要有8小时的睡眠和intake at least 1.5litres的水。
眼睛开始痛了。。困了、累了。。。 大家晚安 （＾＿＾）☆
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Hi~
Testing testing 123...??
Can't believe my last blog entry is 12Jan2010. Time flies!!!
有好多好多的感触。终究还是回到这里pen down我心灵的话。
感觉自己成长了许多。样貌也成熟了... 这三年你们还好吗?
Why am I back blogging?
I'm so afraid that if one day I were to lost memory. Well, I have this blog to let myself time travel back. This blog pens down my feelings at the time of date. Ahhhh reading through my past entries, I felt so silly lei. Hahaha. But well, that's ME isn't it.
3years passes. That added up to be 156weeks, 1095days, 26280hours, 1576800minutes. Many many things happened. Meaningful events that I need to know.
22-07-2011 Kelvin & Jamie Solemnization witnessed by Dr Phua Tee Tan, held at Orchid country club.
26-09-2011 We gotten keys to our first nest at Sengkang.
10-06-2012 Kelvin & Jamie Chinese customary, wedding banquet held at York Hotel ballroom.
It is a brand new year, 2013. What's your new year resolution? I can't remember what's year 2012 resolution, or maybe I didn't even have one? Sigh... 又是伤脑筋的时候。
Off track awhile, I've accepted Christianity as my religion. 这不是一朝一夕能发生的事。我会说这是主耶稣与我的缘分。我真的很开心自己选择的信仰。
Alright, Welcome year 2013. This year is the Keys to David. God will open all doors that no man can shut. And will shut doors that no man can open. Lord Jesus, please bless me with the doors of opportunities, doors of womb, doors of grace to me.
My resolution;
1) Keep fit to be healthy, cannot be overweight, maintain M size.
2) Be hardworking on skincare & beautify self.
3) Be thrifty, more savings. A separate account just for monthly savings.
4) Be happy, must let go let go let go.
5) Be attentive to hubby. Reduce naggings on him.
6) To go holidays. Best preferred is resorts. Cruise would be second.
7) Take up mani/pedi courses, learn nailart. Be professional.
8) At least once a month to church services.
9) Involve in Charity work.
10) Organize more Families outings.
祝我成功！新的一年，新希望！我要勇敢接受挑战！Fighting! ✌
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Can't believe my last blog entry is 12Jan2010. Time flies!!!
有好多好多的感触。终究还是回到这里pen down我心灵的话。
感觉自己成长了许多。样貌也成熟了... 这三年你们还好吗?
Why am I back blogging?
I'm so afraid that if one day I were to lost memory. Well, I have this blog to let myself time travel back. This blog pens down my feelings at the time of date. Ahhhh reading through my past entries, I felt so silly lei. Hahaha. But well, that's ME isn't it.
3years passes. That added up to be 156weeks, 1095days, 26280hours, 1576800minutes. Many many things happened. Meaningful events that I need to know.
22-07-2011 Kelvin & Jamie Solemnization witnessed by Dr Phua Tee Tan, held at Orchid country club.
26-09-2011 We gotten keys to our first nest at Sengkang.
10-06-2012 Kelvin & Jamie Chinese customary, wedding banquet held at York Hotel ballroom.
It is a brand new year, 2013. What's your new year resolution? I can't remember what's year 2012 resolution, or maybe I didn't even have one? Sigh... 又是伤脑筋的时候。
Off track awhile, I've accepted Christianity as my religion. 这不是一朝一夕能发生的事。我会说这是主耶稣与我的缘分。我真的很开心自己选择的信仰。
Alright, Welcome year 2013. This year is the Keys to David. God will open all doors that no man can shut. And will shut doors that no man can open. Lord Jesus, please bless me with the doors of opportunities, doors of womb, doors of grace to me.
My resolution;
1) Keep fit to be healthy, cannot be overweight, maintain M size.
2) Be hardworking on skincare & beautify self.
3) Be thrifty, more savings. A separate account just for monthly savings.
4) Be happy, must let go let go let go.
5) Be attentive to hubby. Reduce naggings on him.
6) To go holidays. Best preferred is resorts. Cruise would be second.
7) Take up mani/pedi courses, learn nailart. Be professional.
8) At least once a month to church services.
9) Involve in Charity work.
10) Organize more Families outings.
祝我成功！新的一年，新希望！我要勇敢接受挑战！Fighting! ✌
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
2nd day of work.
I'm damn freaking shagged! Morning took wrong bus! Supposed to be 15mins early, end up I'm 20mins Late for training. :(
This morning, I woke up at 5:45am, The moment I dragged myself outta bed, the very first thoughts that comes to my mind is, "just one day n it's damn tired! How to go on further for these 3 years?!" What's even more scary is, I haven't even officially start working. Just 1 day orientation,night attend lecture,took bus back & reached home already 11:45pm. After I've washed up, it's already near to 1am. See, I haven't even got time to study/revision for my studies. Plus there's one module that I needa form group assignment for 2reports. Plus there's 2tests x 2modules before exams in May.
These 6weeks Work Training = exams on m5,m9,HI. Plus relevant work training like role-play, n other non-exam courses. These needs to study too. Suddenly I felt so tied up!!! 24hrs is totally not enough for me! There's negative thoughts in me. That's to give up studies. But! I'm very reluctant to do so. Not only I wasted the initial semester fees, but I really wanted to get a degree. Well, after I wrote this, I felt slight relieved. Cos I'm like encouraging myself. :) Or worst comes to worst, I shall review my situation after this semester. Am I right? If really can't cope with both, I'll give up studies. :(
I'm giving today's lecture a miss. Was really tired. This week lecturer is talking what's printed on the lecture notes. So, I chose to skip. Plus today gotta bathe Bobby. If I were to go for lecture, I guess I no need to sleep already.
Reaching home soon, shall bring Bobby out to go jogging with me. I need exercise to help to freshen my mind. :)
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This morning, I woke up at 5:45am, The moment I dragged myself outta bed, the very first thoughts that comes to my mind is, "just one day n it's damn tired! How to go on further for these 3 years?!" What's even more scary is, I haven't even officially start working. Just 1 day orientation,night attend lecture,took bus back & reached home already 11:45pm. After I've washed up, it's already near to 1am. See, I haven't even got time to study/revision for my studies. Plus there's one module that I needa form group assignment for 2reports. Plus there's 2tests x 2modules before exams in May.
These 6weeks Work Training = exams on m5,m9,HI. Plus relevant work training like role-play, n other non-exam courses. These needs to study too. Suddenly I felt so tied up!!! 24hrs is totally not enough for me! There's negative thoughts in me. That's to give up studies. But! I'm very reluctant to do so. Not only I wasted the initial semester fees, but I really wanted to get a degree. Well, after I wrote this, I felt slight relieved. Cos I'm like encouraging myself. :) Or worst comes to worst, I shall review my situation after this semester. Am I right? If really can't cope with both, I'll give up studies. :(
I'm giving today's lecture a miss. Was really tired. This week lecturer is talking what's printed on the lecture notes. So, I chose to skip. Plus today gotta bathe Bobby. If I were to go for lecture, I guess I no need to sleep already.
Reaching home soon, shall bring Bobby out to go jogging with me. I need exercise to help to freshen my mind. :)
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
Last LT for the week.
I'm inside LT now. Another 15mins before lecture starts...
I'd to walk this long~~~ path to get into my lecture hall! Usually takes about 15mins walk...
Me!
Reaching my destination in another 5mins...
Later meeting up wif Tony for supper. :) he's having his lecture at SIM hq. I pray hard that he'll end his LT earlier n then he could come over my place fetch me! ^.^
Writing off!
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I'd to walk this long~~~ path to get into my lecture hall! Usually takes about 15mins walk...
Me!
Reaching my destination in another 5mins...
Later meeting up wif Tony for supper. :) he's having his lecture at SIM hq. I pray hard that he'll end his LT earlier n then he could come over my place fetch me! ^.^
Writing off!
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My best friend's birthday.
Today's my another best friend's birthday. Happy 28th birthday to u, Eileen. May you be blessed with good health, happiness, good luck. :) Finally u admitted that you're old. :)
Shit! I'm 27 this year, BUT 10 more months to go before I'm turning into this figure. Argh...I'm in the "Late 20s" category already. OMFG!
Age is catching up real fast! Why not money come into my pocket as fast too? Hahahaha...
I'm bushed, going sleep now.
Good night...
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Shit! I'm 27 this year, BUT 10 more months to go before I'm turning into this figure. Argh...I'm in the "Late 20s" category already. OMFG!
Age is catching up real fast! Why not money come into my pocket as fast too? Hahahaha...
I'm bushed, going sleep now.
Good night...
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010
3rd day of the week.
I'm so sleepy, despite having 9hrs of sleep! What's going on in me? Can this lazy sleepy bug get out of me?! I don't want to waste time sleeping... But I just can't help it. >.<
Lecture was fine again. This week module is Macroeconomics. I could understand what's going on so far. Very happy for myself. :)
Bf came to fetch me again. Very happy! :) But I can actually go back home myself too, there's direct bus to woodlands interchange. Still, he insisted me to call him n wake him up. See, How can I don't dote him right? ^.^
My cute & adorable Bobby is waiting for me to come home! I'm missing him so much whenever I'm outside.
Good night.
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Lecture was fine again. This week module is Macroeconomics. I could understand what's going on so far. Very happy for myself. :)
Bf came to fetch me again. Very happy! :) But I can actually go back home myself too, there's direct bus to woodlands interchange. Still, he insisted me to call him n wake him up. See, How can I don't dote him right? ^.^
My cute & adorable Bobby is waiting for me to come home! I'm missing him so much whenever I'm outside.
Good night.
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Just tuesday.
This is what I saw when I woke up...
Look at what bobby's doing... Looks like frog! :D
Bf came fetch me from lecture :)
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Look at what bobby's doing... Looks like frog! :D
Bf came fetch me from lecture :)
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Monday, January 4, 2010
1st lecture.
Lecture was fine... I've a new friend name Eve. :) She caught my eyes because she looks like my ex-collegue, Tracy Yang!!! Lol! Then I initiated to sit beside her n befriend with her. Hahaha. Well, I even initiated to print extra copy of notes for her, knowing that she can't assess to her rmit-webpage. So good of me!!! ^.^
Lecture was all theory. In fact business studies is all theory & theory & theory. Actually a simple expression but they talk n describe with big & long English. Very su-sak lor!!! I worried how am I going to go for exams. Because my memory is so freaking the poor. LOL!
Just reading on lecture notes is very the not enough!!! Must attend lecture to have better understanding & tips! But next week my work starts already. I'm gonna be late for LT. I sure missed out alot of important notes! >.<
I can't ask help from my new friend either. Because she never take down notes one!!! She was previously studying with UOL for one year before she made e switch to rmit. Plus I think her diploma is business-related too. Cos She's in level 2 with 12 modules. Me, level 1 with 16modules. No related diploma hence no exemption of modules. :( Therefore, I think this course is no problem for her. Sigh... I gonna look for more new friends asap!!!!
Shernie came to pick me from lesson! So sweet of her! :) together with 4mei, we went bukit timah for our late dinner...
Frog porridge from G7.
Total 5 frogs eaten by 4mei & I... :D
Big thanks to shernie! :)
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Lecture was all theory. In fact business studies is all theory & theory & theory. Actually a simple expression but they talk n describe with big & long English. Very su-sak lor!!! I worried how am I going to go for exams. Because my memory is so freaking the poor. LOL!
Just reading on lecture notes is very the not enough!!! Must attend lecture to have better understanding & tips! But next week my work starts already. I'm gonna be late for LT. I sure missed out alot of important notes! >.<
I can't ask help from my new friend either. Because she never take down notes one!!! She was previously studying with UOL for one year before she made e switch to rmit. Plus I think her diploma is business-related too. Cos She's in level 2 with 12 modules. Me, level 1 with 16modules. No related diploma hence no exemption of modules. :( Therefore, I think this course is no problem for her. Sigh... I gonna look for more new friends asap!!!!
Shernie came to pick me from lesson! So sweet of her! :) together with 4mei, we went bukit timah for our late dinner...
Frog porridge from G7.
Total 5 frogs eaten by 4mei & I... :D
Big thanks to shernie! :)
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Independent Or Loner?
Am alone at KAP now. Just had my breakfast/lunch at this hour. So pathetic :(
Just now went sim for my student card to be processed. Lucky partime student need not tap card to prove attendance. Because my student card need few days to be ready for collection.
I'm down here using iPhone, keeping myself occupied till time ripe. LOL! My LT lesson at 7pm @ sim management house (mh), 41 namly avenue. It's opposite national jc. For this whole month (every mon-thur), my Lt is at mh. Tiring!
Next month onwards, Lt lesson on every mon,thurs,fri...
Studies - stress...
Work - stress...
Family, don't add burden to me please. Had a talk with my da-jie last weekend. I'm the one who initiated the conversation. Because I felt that we are afterall one family. If we don't show support n encouragement,don't care n concern for each other, then we are like "tenants" staying under the same roof.
I soooo felt that I'm a soft-hearted person :D Well, family should help one another. And not turning against each other.
Love - stress...
Haven't go into ballot yet. I can only say we are buying resale hdb flat. Alot of things need to be discussed. What's the 5C to get marry? - car cash career condominium credit card. But I would go for compromise contribution communication concern & cash of course! :)
Writing off now! I'm catching bus to go mh! I'm excited + nervous to go back to LT halls!!!
I want good classmates!
Wish me good luck!
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Just now went sim for my student card to be processed. Lucky partime student need not tap card to prove attendance. Because my student card need few days to be ready for collection.
I'm down here using iPhone, keeping myself occupied till time ripe. LOL! My LT lesson at 7pm @ sim management house (mh), 41 namly avenue. It's opposite national jc. For this whole month (every mon-thur), my Lt is at mh. Tiring!
Next month onwards, Lt lesson on every mon,thurs,fri...
Studies - stress...
Work - stress...
Family, don't add burden to me please. Had a talk with my da-jie last weekend. I'm the one who initiated the conversation. Because I felt that we are afterall one family. If we don't show support n encouragement,don't care n concern for each other, then we are like "tenants" staying under the same roof.
I soooo felt that I'm a soft-hearted person :D Well, family should help one another. And not turning against each other.
Love - stress...
Haven't go into ballot yet. I can only say we are buying resale hdb flat. Alot of things need to be discussed. What's the 5C to get marry? - car cash career condominium credit card. But I would go for compromise contribution communication concern & cash of course! :)
Writing off now! I'm catching bus to go mh! I'm excited + nervous to go back to LT halls!!!
I want good classmates!
Wish me good luck!
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What lies beneath?
Loss of words....
Something strikes me. I felt so puzzled of human beings... This is something that will never be learned from books or any theory. Only when u encountered it, n u learnt from ur experiences...
You'll never know who is the real angels n devils beside you. They hide their true self beneath the mask u saw in them... But no matter how perfect they mask, it's still not flawless! They'll still show out their true colors, someday. And without them knowing that I'd saw their true identity. It's so scary to see how they behaves. It has really upset me...
Another fearful thing in life, Gossip...
People who are afraid of others badmouth-ing them, are actually the great gossipers... Because they like to gossip n badmouth others, they usually thought others would say about them too. Otherwise why would he/she even bother with what people talks about Or whether they'll talk about them anot.
Did I mention before, someone once told me; learn like a kids, behaves like an adult.
I find it really agreeable. When we are young, we learn n behaves in e most innocent ways. True/false, black/white, right/wrong, etc... Is just so simple. Learning with mates is as innocent too. No hates, no hard-feelings, no gossips, no backstabbers, no framing, etc...
Sigh. But things are just not like that. Everyone grew up in different environment, thus different upbringing, different personalities. That makes everyone so different!!! Lol.
And we go around knowing people, making new friends. Those that can click with you, become "good-friend". Those that can't develop mutual feelings, will say "bye-bye"...isn't it?
I think corporate world is even worst. It's a horrible + terrible society that looks like a game of man-eat-man. In order to survive, I have to live like them... is this true???
Few years back, I remembered saying I hate the corporate world,it's full of politics. And now, I'm stepping into this kind of world. What a joke...
Do you still remember how we used to be?
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Something strikes me. I felt so puzzled of human beings... This is something that will never be learned from books or any theory. Only when u encountered it, n u learnt from ur experiences...
You'll never know who is the real angels n devils beside you. They hide their true self beneath the mask u saw in them... But no matter how perfect they mask, it's still not flawless! They'll still show out their true colors, someday. And without them knowing that I'd saw their true identity. It's so scary to see how they behaves. It has really upset me...
Another fearful thing in life, Gossip...
People who are afraid of others badmouth-ing them, are actually the great gossipers... Because they like to gossip n badmouth others, they usually thought others would say about them too. Otherwise why would he/she even bother with what people talks about Or whether they'll talk about them anot.
Did I mention before, someone once told me; learn like a kids, behaves like an adult.
I find it really agreeable. When we are young, we learn n behaves in e most innocent ways. True/false, black/white, right/wrong, etc... Is just so simple. Learning with mates is as innocent too. No hates, no hard-feelings, no gossips, no backstabbers, no framing, etc...
Sigh. But things are just not like that. Everyone grew up in different environment, thus different upbringing, different personalities. That makes everyone so different!!! Lol.
And we go around knowing people, making new friends. Those that can click with you, become "good-friend". Those that can't develop mutual feelings, will say "bye-bye"...isn't it?
I think corporate world is even worst. It's a horrible + terrible society that looks like a game of man-eat-man. In order to survive, I have to live like them... is this true???
Few years back, I remembered saying I hate the corporate world,it's full of politics. And now, I'm stepping into this kind of world. What a joke...
Do you still remember how we used to be?
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