Yeahhhhh!!! Happy Anniversary to Mr & Mrs Loh!!
Today is our Chinese customary 1 year anniversary. I'm on my way to meet hubby Loh. He hasn't sleep at all since his work just to accompany me for dinner. Omg. Deep deep deeply appreciated!! Hence, we won't go far. Will go compass point for a simple dinner n back home. Well, I don't fancy any flowers too. Save money. Because he treat me very good already.
Thank God for giving me such a man.
Today, I made 18 couriers! Hooorrayyy!!! pray for success approval too. This month i want hit top tier too. Jesus can do it!! Praises and Glory to God!!
xoxo
Monday, June 10, 2013
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Insomnia Saturday.
It's been a while. Imma lazy.
I don't like to receive comments that I'm holy, I'm too into my religion. I get upset and disappointed when it happens. But Thank God. Thank God for putting angels by my side to guide me. I've them to look forward to sharing my joys and testimonies from God.
Because God loves me, I've gotten a very good job. Definition of good meaning it is what I asked for. I wanted 9-5 mon-fri office job, I want good money job, I want my working environment to be relax and easy, I want nice colleagues, I want a good boss. N yes! God gave it to me. When He first bring me to this job, I was scared. I'm afraid I couldn't make it. But I told myself, I should not worry. All I need to do is to let go of my worries and simply rest onto Lord and He will take care of everything. Truly, I am receiving His love for me. My working hours 9-6:30 mon-fri. Telesales selling credit cards. To me, it's a brainless sales job. Not stressful as before. Everyone is nice, do own things n no interfere of work with each other at all. Only helping each other. My team leader is indeed a leader, not someone who think he's big boss. Most important part, money? I earn 8k on my first month. My highest ever salary in my last 3years of banker job still less than 4k lor.. My banker days, my sales was just sufficient enough for me to survive through. And Lol I always dun like to say imma banker because i seriously duno about financial markets etc. Well, Where to find such fantastic job? Nehhh God found it for me.
Thankyou Lord Jesus for Your love to me. I love You too! Amen
xoxo
I don't like to receive comments that I'm holy, I'm too into my religion. I get upset and disappointed when it happens. But Thank God. Thank God for putting angels by my side to guide me. I've them to look forward to sharing my joys and testimonies from God.
Because God loves me, I've gotten a very good job. Definition of good meaning it is what I asked for. I wanted 9-5 mon-fri office job, I want good money job, I want my working environment to be relax and easy, I want nice colleagues, I want a good boss. N yes! God gave it to me. When He first bring me to this job, I was scared. I'm afraid I couldn't make it. But I told myself, I should not worry. All I need to do is to let go of my worries and simply rest onto Lord and He will take care of everything. Truly, I am receiving His love for me. My working hours 9-6:30 mon-fri. Telesales selling credit cards. To me, it's a brainless sales job. Not stressful as before. Everyone is nice, do own things n no interfere of work with each other at all. Only helping each other. My team leader is indeed a leader, not someone who think he's big boss. Most important part, money? I earn 8k on my first month. My highest ever salary in my last 3years of banker job still less than 4k lor.. My banker days, my sales was just sufficient enough for me to survive through. And Lol I always dun like to say imma banker because i seriously duno about financial markets etc. Well, Where to find such fantastic job? Nehhh God found it for me.
Thankyou Lord Jesus for Your love to me. I love You too! Amen
xoxo
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Puzzled...
Was browsing through fb... Saw xxxxx posted pics from his holidays now. N by chance I saw his pic with him wearing brown Adidas jacket! (O_O) I'm very very very shocked! Because few years ago, when that time I like him~ well~ he accompanied me to choose my birthday present n we bought a brown Adidas hoodie jacket. Yes, exactly e same as his pic. Did he buy e same at that time? Cos now I think this design out of stock already lei. Or I think too much liao. Mmm during that time I really like him alot, crazily over him. Hahahaa come to think of it, I like so silly. How long ago was that? Mmm year 2005 ba... Time flies... 8years already...
那时候我很喜欢他，但绝对不是「要在一起」的念头。纯粹是喜欢和他在一起的感觉。。。喜欢他的陪伴，而不是要做「男女朋友」。那时候我们在一起还真的很自由自在。为什么咋们的距离越来越远了呢？难道人长大了，各自忙碌的生活就把曾经要好的朋友给遗忘了吗？ :(
我有很多要好的哥们，但期中最要好的四位：Chulong, ShunJie, Pau, Grant 是我最谈得来，最信赖，最了解我，知道我最多秘密的。。嘻嘻。。啊〜 我好想念你们〜 我很开心你们都过的很好。来日方长，真希望有朝一日我能与你们再叙叙旧。
xoxo
那时候我很喜欢他，但绝对不是「要在一起」的念头。纯粹是喜欢和他在一起的感觉。。。喜欢他的陪伴，而不是要做「男女朋友」。那时候我们在一起还真的很自由自在。为什么咋们的距离越来越远了呢？难道人长大了，各自忙碌的生活就把曾经要好的朋友给遗忘了吗？ :(
我有很多要好的哥们，但期中最要好的四位：Chulong, ShunJie, Pau, Grant 是我最谈得来，最信赖，最了解我，知道我最多秘密的。。嘻嘻。。啊〜 我好想念你们〜 我很开心你们都过的很好。来日方长，真希望有朝一日我能与你们再叙叙旧。
xoxo
Saturday, February 23, 2013
你会吃回头草吗?
4days after I tendered, another department hr called me. Because Jayne has helped forward my résumé to her team leader. I went ahead with exit interview, I mentioned about the hr lady who called me regarding bbsm position. This VP says she will try if she can help me. Indeed, I guessed she did helped me? Because that hr lady called me back and offered me the position. But to my surprise, it was contract basis. And without thinking, I rejected her. Then 3days later, which is today, I decided to 吃回头草. I called back to her and asked if the position still available. Well, she will need to ask the team leader and get back to me. Probably next Monday ba.
Daddy God, I am your beloved child. Now that I am in the cross junction of my career path. I really has no idea of the road ahead. Please guide me. For You will shut the doors that man cannot open. And You will open all doors that man cannot shut. Faith is in my heart, grace to me in Your right hand. I will not worry for I know You already has the plan for me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
xoxo
Daddy God, I am your beloved child. Now that I am in the cross junction of my career path. I really has no idea of the road ahead. Please guide me. For You will shut the doors that man cannot open. And You will open all doors that man cannot shut. Faith is in my heart, grace to me in Your right hand. I will not worry for I know You already has the plan for me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
xoxo
Friday, February 15, 2013
Praise The Lord!!!!!!! ^^
Miracle miracle miracle!!! Thankyou God for giving me this awesome Valentine's day on 15th February 2013.
Initially my planning was to meet husband after my exit interview. Prolly evening time meet him at taka. Planned for dinner at Aston house. BUT!! he has a lot a lot of delivery to go. Even need to go few rounds at night. My mind really jam lor. Don't know what to do. Keep praying for God's help. Alone rotting outside Starbucks after exit interview at raffles. Then over the phone with him, he mentioned today is his Chinese birthday. Ah!!! Then go back home cook mee sua for him! Yup n I rushed back home. Went at hougang mall, bought flower n groceries n cab home ASAP.
Wrote e small card n place e bouquet inside bedroom. Rush to prepare dinner. Yup, he was surprised to see the flower n asked why I buy flower for him. Lol.
爱心生日鸡蛋面线 （＾ν＾）
再来一道他的最爱〜干煸四季豆
Da-dahhhhhh!!!!!
Ahhhhh. Finally rainbow after the rainy storm yesterday. Thankyou Lord Jesus!!!
Glory to The Lord!!!!!!
xoxo
Initially my planning was to meet husband after my exit interview. Prolly evening time meet him at taka. Planned for dinner at Aston house. BUT!! he has a lot a lot of delivery to go. Even need to go few rounds at night. My mind really jam lor. Don't know what to do. Keep praying for God's help. Alone rotting outside Starbucks after exit interview at raffles. Then over the phone with him, he mentioned today is his Chinese birthday. Ah!!! Then go back home cook mee sua for him! Yup n I rushed back home. Went at hougang mall, bought flower n groceries n cab home ASAP.
Wrote e small card n place e bouquet inside bedroom. Rush to prepare dinner. Yup, he was surprised to see the flower n asked why I buy flower for him. Lol.
爱心生日鸡蛋面线 （＾ν＾）
再来一道他的最爱〜干煸四季豆
Da-dahhhhhh!!!!!
Ahhhhh. Finally rainbow after the rainy storm yesterday. Thankyou Lord Jesus!!!
Glory to The Lord!!!!!!
xoxo
God's help is only a prayer away
I know it was You, Daddy God. It was You who whispered into me. Thank you Daddy God, You heard me.
Praise Lord. Hallelujah.
Just as I was watching hk drama, Daddy God talked to me. He told me I can be the one to buy flowers on Valentine's day. And guided me tomorrow to have a make-up-Valentine's day dinner with husband.
Thankyou to You Daddy God. You have lighten my heart. God, please please please bless me, bless us, tomorrow will be a peaceful day. I don't want quarrels, I don't want show attitude, I don't want to be short-tempered. God, grant me a gracious heart. Lord, help me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
Praise Lord. Hallelujah.
Just as I was watching hk drama, Daddy God talked to me. He told me I can be the one to buy flowers on Valentine's day. And guided me tomorrow to have a make-up-Valentine's day dinner with husband.
Thankyou to You Daddy God. You have lighten my heart. God, please please please bless me, bless us, tomorrow will be a peaceful day. I don't want quarrels, I don't want show attitude, I don't want to be short-tempered. God, grant me a gracious heart. Lord, help me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Valentine's day? My foot!
Of all my life these years, 29 years; 2013 is the worst feelings Valentine's day I had ever felt. I hate it ttm!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried in public again. :'( Why? Why? Why I can't communicate with him?!!!!! Why must he mention her name?! N that I resemble her attitude?! I fucking hate him!!!!!!!!! Why he want spoil my Valentine's day?!!! I didn't ask for a bouquet of flowers. A simple stalk satisfy me already. Why a simple romance you also don't have?! How much does a stalk of flower cost? A pack of cigar? Or few millions?! Totally upset to the max. Very very very saddddddd :(((((((
Daddy God, can you tell me what should I do? I feel very helpless :( I am jobless now. Bills will pile up next month. Why am I short-tempered? Can change away my temper? I hate myself for throwing tantrum easily. I hate myself to give attitude. I hate myself to be sensitive. God, grant me a gracious heart please. Change away my heart.
Psalm 23.
xoxo
Daddy God, can you tell me what should I do? I feel very helpless :( I am jobless now. Bills will pile up next month. Why am I short-tempered? Can change away my temper? I hate myself for throwing tantrum easily. I hate myself to give attitude. I hate myself to be sensitive. God, grant me a gracious heart please. Change away my heart.
Psalm 23.
xoxo
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Last day of January 2013
懒懒散散地度过2013年的第一个月。=_= 这一个月我还真的好懒呀！完全都没心情上班。每天都拖着自己去上班的。到了公司，又懒洋洋的不做事。就完全是 let go 了。放弃自己在公司生存的意志！哈哈。
昨天老板和我说了话了。他实在太他妈的！就把他所有缺德话报应在他女儿身上吧！ ＞.＜ Seriously I felt very threaten by him lor. He say if by mid February I don't perform, he will ask me go HR n terminate me. Waaa Lao!! Can I go see doctor and voice out my illness? Make me worried, stress till cannot sleep well, cannot make bb, cannot contribute to Singapore, cannot get baby bonus. Such a big losses to me!!!
This morning, i been thinking real hard. Really very stress n worried of my career lei. He can anytime any reasons has the rights to terminate me lor. I'm like lying on chopping board under his knife! Anytime will be slaughtered! So by noon, I had made my decision. Wait no more le. Now don't tender, I might not have chance to tender already. 呈现在还有机会递辞职信，就该先下手为强，不要后下手遭殃。那就太迟了〜
所以呢，我 dated 辞职信 on 明天，1st February. 说实话，没有舍不得。反而，心里轻松好多！大石头丢掉了！Yaaahoooooo!!!
God, thank you for closing this door. I feel very happy. I'm very looking forward to you opening new doors for me!!! I really can foresee my life is gonna be so much more lively and meaningful after oc. God, I ask for a 9am-5pm mon-fri job. Weekends is pack with meaningful events. Saturday will be gathering day. Hubby,family,friends. Sunday will be volunteer n church day.
Remember one of my resolutions is to be involve in charity work? And yea! I found one suitable organization for myself. Willinghearts.org.sg Basically I volunteer myself to be kitchen helper, as early as 6:30am to reach their place. My first reporting day would be 3rd February 2013. I could feel very happy to help others in need. No money so I 出力！俗话说〜助人为快乐之本嘛 (*^_^*)
还有还有！I really feel so much happier to give a helping hand. 真正有意义的人生才开始。加油！
Praise Lord for all the unmerited favors u brought to me. Glory goes to you.
All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
昨天老板和我说了话了。他实在太他妈的！就把他所有缺德话报应在他女儿身上吧！ ＞.＜ Seriously I felt very threaten by him lor. He say if by mid February I don't perform, he will ask me go HR n terminate me. Waaa Lao!! Can I go see doctor and voice out my illness? Make me worried, stress till cannot sleep well, cannot make bb, cannot contribute to Singapore, cannot get baby bonus. Such a big losses to me!!!
This morning, i been thinking real hard. Really very stress n worried of my career lei. He can anytime any reasons has the rights to terminate me lor. I'm like lying on chopping board under his knife! Anytime will be slaughtered! So by noon, I had made my decision. Wait no more le. Now don't tender, I might not have chance to tender already. 呈现在还有机会递辞职信，就该先下手为强，不要后下手遭殃。那就太迟了〜
所以呢，我 dated 辞职信 on 明天，1st February. 说实话，没有舍不得。反而，心里轻松好多！大石头丢掉了！Yaaahoooooo!!!
God, thank you for closing this door. I feel very happy. I'm very looking forward to you opening new doors for me!!! I really can foresee my life is gonna be so much more lively and meaningful after oc. God, I ask for a 9am-5pm mon-fri job. Weekends is pack with meaningful events. Saturday will be gathering day. Hubby,family,friends. Sunday will be volunteer n church day.
Remember one of my resolutions is to be involve in charity work? And yea! I found one suitable organization for myself. Willinghearts.org.sg Basically I volunteer myself to be kitchen helper, as early as 6:30am to reach their place. My first reporting day would be 3rd February 2013. I could feel very happy to help others in need. No money so I 出力！俗话说〜助人为快乐之本嘛 (*^_^*)
还有还有！I really feel so much happier to give a helping hand. 真正有意义的人生才开始。加油！
Praise Lord for all the unmerited favors u brought to me. Glory goes to you.
All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Lost child
Losing directions. God, please show me the light. Please get me out of this miserable period. I don't want to spend another minute in this situation le. I don't like this feelings. Heavenly Father, help me.
I've no table today. Whole day behind back room doing nothing. Boss practically talked to everyone except me. He hate me now, I knew it! I hate him too!!! He can't wait to pok me lor. I can't wait to throw letter at his fcuking face!!! >.< Lord Jesus, help me. I'm feeling really sian, hopeless, helpless. Showed interest in recruiting network. But no replies at. Totally don't know what to do. Then just now, I thought that I haven't read "One Daily Bread". So before I clicked into e apps, I asked God to guide me.
January 17,2013
Trouble
John 16:33 tells us, "In the world you will have tribulation." Even God's children are not promised a life of ease, of prosperity, nor of good health. Yet we are never alone in our trouble. Isaiah 43:2 reminds us that when we pass through deep water, God is with us. Although we don't always understand God's purposes in trials we experience, we can trust His heart because we know Him.
Our God is a God of abundant love and "neither death nor life. . . nor things present nor things to come [will ever] separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord"(Rom.8:38-39). When trouble comes, His presence is His promises.
Swift cometh His answer, so clear and so sweet; "Yea, I will be with thee, thy troubles to meet; I will not forget thee, nor fail thee, nor grieve; I will not forsake thee, I never will leave." - Flint
Faith is believing that God is present when all we hear us silence.
I knew You were with me. 你听到了。This phrase 就是说给我的。
Yes Father. Hallelujah. I will keep my faith with you. Amen.
xoxo
xoxo
I've no table today. Whole day behind back room doing nothing. Boss practically talked to everyone except me. He hate me now, I knew it! I hate him too!!! He can't wait to pok me lor. I can't wait to throw letter at his fcuking face!!! >.< Lord Jesus, help me. I'm feeling really sian, hopeless, helpless. Showed interest in recruiting network. But no replies at. Totally don't know what to do. Then just now, I thought that I haven't read "One Daily Bread". So before I clicked into e apps, I asked God to guide me.
January 17,2013
Trouble
John 16:33 tells us, "In the world you will have tribulation." Even God's children are not promised a life of ease, of prosperity, nor of good health. Yet we are never alone in our trouble. Isaiah 43:2 reminds us that when we pass through deep water, God is with us. Although we don't always understand God's purposes in trials we experience, we can trust His heart because we know Him.
Our God is a God of abundant love and "neither death nor life. . . nor things present nor things to come [will ever] separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord"(Rom.8:38-39). When trouble comes, His presence is His promises.
Swift cometh His answer, so clear and so sweet; "Yea, I will be with thee, thy troubles to meet; I will not forget thee, nor fail thee, nor grieve; I will not forsake thee, I never will leave." - Flint
Faith is believing that God is present when all we hear us silence.
I knew You were with me. 你听到了。This phrase 就是说给我的。
Yes Father. Hallelujah. I will keep my faith with you. Amen.
xoxo
xoxo
Monday, January 14, 2013
天啊〜 今天终于破蛋了！已经是月中了，我才他妈的只有750revenue。。。惨死了！还剩下15个工作日，主耶稣救命呀！
Sigh... :( now workplace email cannot anyone send out email to all external without encryption. It's so troublesome. N so boss wants us "don't send out any emails, to avoid trouble for him". Wtf! Ahhhhhh like that I can't send email to my personal email liao lor. Cos my resume is saved inside work-email. Gotta wait for sister to return my lappy then I can send out resume to future company.
I still have $100 taka vouchers from boss, $480taka vouchers from wealth management lei. When will they give me ah?! Better not chao kuan hor.. >.
Every night is super busy night for me. Full treatment of skincare.
1) exfoliate - once a week
2) cleansing
3) toner
4) sheet mask - once a week
5) eye patches - once a week
6) soothing essence 神奇水
7) night cream
8) eye cream
9) wrinkle tox serum
10) sleeping mask if never use sheet mask
我要嫩滑的肌肤!! 当然也要有8小时的睡眠和intake at least 1.5litres的水。
眼睛开始痛了。。困了、累了。。。 大家晚安 （＾＿＾）☆
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Sigh... :( now workplace email cannot anyone send out email to all external without encryption. It's so troublesome. N so boss wants us "don't send out any emails, to avoid trouble for him". Wtf! Ahhhhhh like that I can't send email to my personal email liao lor. Cos my resume is saved inside work-email. Gotta wait for sister to return my lappy then I can send out resume to future company.
I still have $100 taka vouchers from boss, $480taka vouchers from wealth management lei. When will they give me ah?! Better not chao kuan hor.. >.
Every night is super busy night for me. Full treatment of skincare.
1) exfoliate - once a week
2) cleansing
3) toner
4) sheet mask - once a week
5) eye patches - once a week
6) soothing essence 神奇水
7) night cream
8) eye cream
9) wrinkle tox serum
10) sleeping mask if never use sheet mask
我要嫩滑的肌肤!! 当然也要有8小时的睡眠和intake at least 1.5litres的水。
眼睛开始痛了。。困了、累了。。。 大家晚安 （＾＿＾）☆
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Hi~
Testing testing 123...??
Can't believe my last blog entry is 12Jan2010. Time flies!!!
有好多好多的感触。终究还是回到这里pen down我心灵的话。
感觉自己成长了许多。样貌也成熟了... 这三年你们还好吗?
Why am I back blogging?
I'm so afraid that if one day I were to lost memory. Well, I have this blog to let myself time travel back. This blog pens down my feelings at the time of date. Ahhhh reading through my past entries, I felt so silly lei. Hahaha. But well, that's ME isn't it.
3years passes. That added up to be 156weeks, 1095days, 26280hours, 1576800minutes. Many many things happened. Meaningful events that I need to know.
22-07-2011 Kelvin & Jamie Solemnization witnessed by Dr Phua Tee Tan, held at Orchid country club.
26-09-2011 We gotten keys to our first nest at Sengkang.
10-06-2012 Kelvin & Jamie Chinese customary, wedding banquet held at York Hotel ballroom.
It is a brand new year, 2013. What's your new year resolution? I can't remember what's year 2012 resolution, or maybe I didn't even have one? Sigh... 又是伤脑筋的时候。
Off track awhile, I've accepted Christianity as my religion. 这不是一朝一夕能发生的事。我会说这是主耶稣与我的缘分。我真的很开心自己选择的信仰。
Alright, Welcome year 2013. This year is the Keys to David. God will open all doors that no man can shut. And will shut doors that no man can open. Lord Jesus, please bless me with the doors of opportunities, doors of womb, doors of grace to me.
My resolution;
1) Keep fit to be healthy, cannot be overweight, maintain M size.
2) Be hardworking on skincare & beautify self.
3) Be thrifty, more savings. A separate account just for monthly savings.
4) Be happy, must let go let go let go.
5) Be attentive to hubby. Reduce naggings on him.
6) To go holidays. Best preferred is resorts. Cruise would be second.
7) Take up mani/pedi courses, learn nailart. Be professional.
8) At least once a month to church services.
9) Involve in Charity work.
10) Organize more Families outings.
祝我成功！新的一年，新希望！我要勇敢接受挑战！Fighting! ✌
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Can't believe my last blog entry is 12Jan2010. Time flies!!!
有好多好多的感触。终究还是回到这里pen down我心灵的话。
感觉自己成长了许多。样貌也成熟了... 这三年你们还好吗?
Why am I back blogging?
I'm so afraid that if one day I were to lost memory. Well, I have this blog to let myself time travel back. This blog pens down my feelings at the time of date. Ahhhh reading through my past entries, I felt so silly lei. Hahaha. But well, that's ME isn't it.
3years passes. That added up to be 156weeks, 1095days, 26280hours, 1576800minutes. Many many things happened. Meaningful events that I need to know.
22-07-2011 Kelvin & Jamie Solemnization witnessed by Dr Phua Tee Tan, held at Orchid country club.
26-09-2011 We gotten keys to our first nest at Sengkang.
10-06-2012 Kelvin & Jamie Chinese customary, wedding banquet held at York Hotel ballroom.
It is a brand new year, 2013. What's your new year resolution? I can't remember what's year 2012 resolution, or maybe I didn't even have one? Sigh... 又是伤脑筋的时候。
Off track awhile, I've accepted Christianity as my religion. 这不是一朝一夕能发生的事。我会说这是主耶稣与我的缘分。我真的很开心自己选择的信仰。
Alright, Welcome year 2013. This year is the Keys to David. God will open all doors that no man can shut. And will shut doors that no man can open. Lord Jesus, please bless me with the doors of opportunities, doors of womb, doors of grace to me.
My resolution;
1) Keep fit to be healthy, cannot be overweight, maintain M size.
2) Be hardworking on skincare & beautify self.
3) Be thrifty, more savings. A separate account just for monthly savings.
4) Be happy, must let go let go let go.
5) Be attentive to hubby. Reduce naggings on him.
6) To go holidays. Best preferred is resorts. Cruise would be second.
7) Take up mani/pedi courses, learn nailart. Be professional.
8) At least once a month to church services.
9) Involve in Charity work.
10) Organize more Families outings.
祝我成功！新的一年，新希望！我要勇敢接受挑战！Fighting! ✌
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
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