你会吃回头草吗?

4days after I tendered, another department hr called me. Because Jayne has helped forward my résumé to her team leader. I went ahead with exit interview, I mentioned about the hr lady who called me regarding bbsm position. This VP says she will try if she can help me. Indeed, I guessed she did helped me? Because that hr lady called me back and offered me the position. But to my surprise, it was contract basis. And without thinking, I rejected her. Then 3days later, which is today, I decided to 吃回头草. I called back to her and asked if the position still available. Well, she will need to ask the team leader and get back to me. Probably next Monday ba.

Daddy God, I am your beloved child. Now that I am in the cross junction of my career path. I really has no idea of the road ahead. Please guide me. For You will shut the doors that man cannot open. And You will open all doors that man cannot shut. Faith is in my heart, grace to me in Your right hand. I will not worry for I know You already has the plan for me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.


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Praise The Lord!!!!!!! ^^

Miracle miracle miracle!!! Thankyou God for giving me this awesome Valentine's day on 15th February 2013.
Initially my planning was to meet husband after my exit interview. Prolly evening time meet him at taka. Planned for dinner at Aston house. BUT!! he has a lot a lot of delivery to go. Even need to go few rounds at night. My mind really jam lor. Don't know what to do. Keep praying for God's help. Alone rotting outside Starbucks after exit interview at raffles. Then over the phone with him, he mentioned today is his Chinese birthday. Ah!!! Then go back home cook mee sua for him! Yup n I rushed back home. Went at hougang mall, bought flower n groceries n cab home ASAP.
Wrote e small card n place e bouquet inside bedroom. Rush to prepare dinner. Yup, he was surprised to see the flower n asked why I buy flower for him. Lol.
爱心生日鸡蛋面线 （＾ν＾）




再来一道他的最爱〜干煸四季豆



Da-dahhhhhh!!!!!



Ahhhhh. Finally rainbow after the rainy storm yesterday. Thankyou Lord Jesus!!!
Glory to The Lord!!!!!!
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God's help is only a prayer away

I know it was You, Daddy God. It was You who whispered into me. Thank you Daddy God, You heard me.

Praise Lord. Hallelujah.

Just as I was watching hk drama, Daddy God talked to me. He told me I can be the one to buy flowers on Valentine's day. And guided me tomorrow to have a make-up-Valentine's day dinner with husband.

Thankyou to You Daddy God. You have lighten my heart. God, please please please bless me, bless us, tomorrow will be a peaceful day. I don't want quarrels, I don't want show attitude, I don't want to be short-tempered. God, grant me a gracious heart. Lord, help me. All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


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Valentine's day? My foot!

Of all my life these years, 29 years; 2013 is the worst feelings Valentine's day I had ever felt. I hate it ttm!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried in public again. :'( Why? Why? Why I can't communicate with him?!!!!! Why must he mention her name?! N that I resemble her attitude?! I fucking hate him!!!!!!!!! Why he want spoil my Valentine's day?!!! I didn't ask for a bouquet of flowers. A simple stalk satisfy me already. Why a simple romance you also don't have?! How much does a stalk of flower cost? A pack of cigar? Or few millions?! Totally upset to the max. Very very very saddddddd :(((((((

Daddy God, can you tell me what should I do? I feel very helpless :( I am jobless now. Bills will pile up next month. Why am I short-tempered? Can change away my temper? I hate myself for throwing tantrum easily. I hate myself to give attitude. I hate myself to be sensitive. God, grant me a gracious heart please. Change away my heart.

Psalm 23.


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