懒懒散散地度过2013年的第一个月。=_= 这一个月我还真的好懒呀！完全都没心情上班。每天都拖着自己去上班的。到了公司，又懒洋洋的不做事。就完全是 let go 了。放弃自己在公司生存的意志！哈哈。
昨天老板和我说了话了。他实在太他妈的！就把他所有缺德话报应在他女儿身上吧！ ＞.＜ Seriously I felt very threaten by him lor. He say if by mid February I don't perform, he will ask me go HR n terminate me. Waaa Lao!! Can I go see doctor and voice out my illness? Make me worried, stress till cannot sleep well, cannot make bb, cannot contribute to Singapore, cannot get baby bonus. Such a big losses to me!!!
This morning, i been thinking real hard. Really very stress n worried of my career lei. He can anytime any reasons has the rights to terminate me lor. I'm like lying on chopping board under his knife! Anytime will be slaughtered! So by noon, I had made my decision. Wait no more le. Now don't tender, I might not have chance to tender already. 呈现在还有机会递辞职信，就该先下手为强，不要后下手遭殃。那就太迟了〜
所以呢，我 dated 辞职信 on 明天，1st February. 说实话，没有舍不得。反而，心里轻松好多！大石头丢掉了！Yaaahoooooo!!!
God, thank you for closing this door. I feel very happy. I'm very looking forward to you opening new doors for me!!! I really can foresee my life is gonna be so much more lively and meaningful after oc. God, I ask for a 9am-5pm mon-fri job. Weekends is pack with meaningful events. Saturday will be gathering day. Hubby,family,friends. Sunday will be volunteer n church day.
Remember one of my resolutions is to be involve in charity work? And yea! I found one suitable organization for myself. Willinghearts.org.sg Basically I volunteer myself to be kitchen helper, as early as 6:30am to reach their place. My first reporting day would be 3rd February 2013. I could feel very happy to help others in need. No money so I 出力！俗话说〜助人为快乐之本嘛 (*^_^*)
还有还有！I really feel so much happier to give a helping hand. 真正有意义的人生才开始。加油！
Praise Lord for all the unmerited favors u brought to me. Glory goes to you.
All I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
xoxo
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Lost child
Losing directions. God, please show me the light. Please get me out of this miserable period. I don't want to spend another minute in this situation le. I don't like this feelings. Heavenly Father, help me.
I've no table today. Whole day behind back room doing nothing. Boss practically talked to everyone except me. He hate me now, I knew it! I hate him too!!! He can't wait to pok me lor. I can't wait to throw letter at his fcuking face!!! >.< Lord Jesus, help me. I'm feeling really sian, hopeless, helpless. Showed interest in recruiting network. But no replies at. Totally don't know what to do. Then just now, I thought that I haven't read "One Daily Bread". So before I clicked into e apps, I asked God to guide me.
January 17,2013
Trouble
John 16:33 tells us, "In the world you will have tribulation." Even God's children are not promised a life of ease, of prosperity, nor of good health. Yet we are never alone in our trouble. Isaiah 43:2 reminds us that when we pass through deep water, God is with us. Although we don't always understand God's purposes in trials we experience, we can trust His heart because we know Him.
Our God is a God of abundant love and "neither death nor life. . . nor things present nor things to come [will ever] separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord"(Rom.8:38-39). When trouble comes, His presence is His promises.
Swift cometh His answer, so clear and so sweet; "Yea, I will be with thee, thy troubles to meet; I will not forget thee, nor fail thee, nor grieve; I will not forsake thee, I never will leave." - Flint
Faith is believing that God is present when all we hear us silence.
I knew You were with me. 你听到了。This phrase 就是说给我的。
Yes Father. Hallelujah. I will keep my faith with you. Amen.
xoxo
xoxo
I've no table today. Whole day behind back room doing nothing. Boss practically talked to everyone except me. He hate me now, I knew it! I hate him too!!! He can't wait to pok me lor. I can't wait to throw letter at his fcuking face!!! >.< Lord Jesus, help me. I'm feeling really sian, hopeless, helpless. Showed interest in recruiting network. But no replies at. Totally don't know what to do. Then just now, I thought that I haven't read "One Daily Bread". So before I clicked into e apps, I asked God to guide me.
January 17,2013
Trouble
John 16:33 tells us, "In the world you will have tribulation." Even God's children are not promised a life of ease, of prosperity, nor of good health. Yet we are never alone in our trouble. Isaiah 43:2 reminds us that when we pass through deep water, God is with us. Although we don't always understand God's purposes in trials we experience, we can trust His heart because we know Him.
Our God is a God of abundant love and "neither death nor life. . . nor things present nor things to come [will ever] separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord"(Rom.8:38-39). When trouble comes, His presence is His promises.
Swift cometh His answer, so clear and so sweet; "Yea, I will be with thee, thy troubles to meet; I will not forget thee, nor fail thee, nor grieve; I will not forsake thee, I never will leave." - Flint
Faith is believing that God is present when all we hear us silence.
I knew You were with me. 你听到了。This phrase 就是说给我的。
Yes Father. Hallelujah. I will keep my faith with you. Amen.
xoxo
xoxo
Monday, January 14, 2013
天啊〜 今天终于破蛋了！已经是月中了，我才他妈的只有750revenue。。。惨死了！还剩下15个工作日，主耶稣救命呀！
Sigh... :( now workplace email cannot anyone send out email to all external without encryption. It's so troublesome. N so boss wants us "don't send out any emails, to avoid trouble for him". Wtf! Ahhhhhh like that I can't send email to my personal email liao lor. Cos my resume is saved inside work-email. Gotta wait for sister to return my lappy then I can send out resume to future company.
I still have $100 taka vouchers from boss, $480taka vouchers from wealth management lei. When will they give me ah?! Better not chao kuan hor.. >.
Every night is super busy night for me. Full treatment of skincare.
1) exfoliate - once a week
2) cleansing
3) toner
4) sheet mask - once a week
5) eye patches - once a week
6) soothing essence 神奇水
7) night cream
8) eye cream
9) wrinkle tox serum
10) sleeping mask if never use sheet mask
我要嫩滑的肌肤!! 当然也要有8小时的睡眠和intake at least 1.5litres的水。
眼睛开始痛了。。困了、累了。。。 大家晚安 （＾＿＾）☆
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Sigh... :( now workplace email cannot anyone send out email to all external without encryption. It's so troublesome. N so boss wants us "don't send out any emails, to avoid trouble for him". Wtf! Ahhhhhh like that I can't send email to my personal email liao lor. Cos my resume is saved inside work-email. Gotta wait for sister to return my lappy then I can send out resume to future company.
I still have $100 taka vouchers from boss, $480taka vouchers from wealth management lei. When will they give me ah?! Better not chao kuan hor.. >.
Every night is super busy night for me. Full treatment of skincare.
1) exfoliate - once a week
2) cleansing
3) toner
4) sheet mask - once a week
5) eye patches - once a week
6) soothing essence 神奇水
7) night cream
8) eye cream
9) wrinkle tox serum
10) sleeping mask if never use sheet mask
我要嫩滑的肌肤!! 当然也要有8小时的睡眠和intake at least 1.5litres的水。
眼睛开始痛了。。困了、累了。。。 大家晚安 （＾＿＾）☆
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Hi~
Testing testing 123...??
Can't believe my last blog entry is 12Jan2010. Time flies!!!
有好多好多的感触。终究还是回到这里pen down我心灵的话。
感觉自己成长了许多。样貌也成熟了... 这三年你们还好吗?
Why am I back blogging?
I'm so afraid that if one day I were to lost memory. Well, I have this blog to let myself time travel back. This blog pens down my feelings at the time of date. Ahhhh reading through my past entries, I felt so silly lei. Hahaha. But well, that's ME isn't it.
3years passes. That added up to be 156weeks, 1095days, 26280hours, 1576800minutes. Many many things happened. Meaningful events that I need to know.
22-07-2011 Kelvin & Jamie Solemnization witnessed by Dr Phua Tee Tan, held at Orchid country club.
26-09-2011 We gotten keys to our first nest at Sengkang.
10-06-2012 Kelvin & Jamie Chinese customary, wedding banquet held at York Hotel ballroom.
It is a brand new year, 2013. What's your new year resolution? I can't remember what's year 2012 resolution, or maybe I didn't even have one? Sigh... 又是伤脑筋的时候。
Off track awhile, I've accepted Christianity as my religion. 这不是一朝一夕能发生的事。我会说这是主耶稣与我的缘分。我真的很开心自己选择的信仰。
Alright, Welcome year 2013. This year is the Keys to David. God will open all doors that no man can shut. And will shut doors that no man can open. Lord Jesus, please bless me with the doors of opportunities, doors of womb, doors of grace to me.
My resolution;
1) Keep fit to be healthy, cannot be overweight, maintain M size.
2) Be hardworking on skincare & beautify self.
3) Be thrifty, more savings. A separate account just for monthly savings.
4) Be happy, must let go let go let go.
5) Be attentive to hubby. Reduce naggings on him.
6) To go holidays. Best preferred is resorts. Cruise would be second.
7) Take up mani/pedi courses, learn nailart. Be professional.
8) At least once a month to church services.
9) Involve in Charity work.
10) Organize more Families outings.
祝我成功！新的一年，新希望！我要勇敢接受挑战！Fighting! ✌
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
Can't believe my last blog entry is 12Jan2010. Time flies!!!
有好多好多的感触。终究还是回到这里pen down我心灵的话。
感觉自己成长了许多。样貌也成熟了... 这三年你们还好吗?
Why am I back blogging?
I'm so afraid that if one day I were to lost memory. Well, I have this blog to let myself time travel back. This blog pens down my feelings at the time of date. Ahhhh reading through my past entries, I felt so silly lei. Hahaha. But well, that's ME isn't it.
3years passes. That added up to be 156weeks, 1095days, 26280hours, 1576800minutes. Many many things happened. Meaningful events that I need to know.
22-07-2011 Kelvin & Jamie Solemnization witnessed by Dr Phua Tee Tan, held at Orchid country club.
26-09-2011 We gotten keys to our first nest at Sengkang.
10-06-2012 Kelvin & Jamie Chinese customary, wedding banquet held at York Hotel ballroom.
It is a brand new year, 2013. What's your new year resolution? I can't remember what's year 2012 resolution, or maybe I didn't even have one? Sigh... 又是伤脑筋的时候。
Off track awhile, I've accepted Christianity as my religion. 这不是一朝一夕能发生的事。我会说这是主耶稣与我的缘分。我真的很开心自己选择的信仰。
Alright, Welcome year 2013. This year is the Keys to David. God will open all doors that no man can shut. And will shut doors that no man can open. Lord Jesus, please bless me with the doors of opportunities, doors of womb, doors of grace to me.
My resolution;
1) Keep fit to be healthy, cannot be overweight, maintain M size.
2) Be hardworking on skincare & beautify self.
3) Be thrifty, more savings. A separate account just for monthly savings.
4) Be happy, must let go let go let go.
5) Be attentive to hubby. Reduce naggings on him.
6) To go holidays. Best preferred is resorts. Cruise would be second.
7) Take up mani/pedi courses, learn nailart. Be professional.
8) At least once a month to church services.
9) Involve in Charity work.
10) Organize more Families outings.
祝我成功！新的一年，新希望！我要勇敢接受挑战！Fighting! ✌
Signing off,
Jamie Angel
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