Because I'm feeling good, happy...........
I've tons of things to blog. Be prepared for my naggings~!
Time now is 1.29am. Just hang up phone with bf. We always chit-chat. In fact, we always have alot to talk. And this explained why we have a hp line just for each other. We applied M1 line just when we got together for few weeks only. calling each other is free. we merely paid for the subscription fees monthly. Quite cheap... 25++ for his nos, 12++ for mine. Because i'm his sub-line. He's the one paying, to be precise. :) We do save alot!
And then sometimes i gotta bring 3 HPs out..... OMG!
But Well, This is something i don't have with my previous bfs. I like this feelings, that we can share everything. He always says we'r friends, buddies, lover..hahahaa..
Just now we do talked about his previous relationship, = joey. I told him at times i do feel insecure between he & joey.
Me: if without my exist, would u be back with her?
Bf: no. it's already over. so what if she regret, it's impossible to be back together.
joey told him before (when we just started dating) that she'll keep a distance from me. Because she is GAO WEI that a gal she knew is someone her ex-bf likes and together with.
Aiyah. i'm aware that i think too much. i ought to TRUST my bf. But, it's easier to be said than done. isit i've no confidence with myself OR i've no confidence in him? He's so good to me le... yet i still have doubts in him. Ha~~~~~ why am i torturing myself lei.?! I should be happy lo....... well, i really do. hahahaa.......
Today is my shift work at shop. bf accompanied me. yesterday stayed overnight at his place. Because this silly boy is drunk, he couldn't send me home n my stuffs is inside his car. *shake-head* He himself know that his drinking ability is limited, yet he has no control.
i don't like to stay at his place. Because he shared room with his younger brother. Then it's very awkward to sleep together lor. I mean sleep in the same room. They've single-size bed each. I'll sleep at his bed while he sleep on the floor with mattress. Also i feel it's not nice to stay overnight. how would his mum think.... although he says his mum is alright with it. but i myself feel not nice lo.........
My neighbour, Janice has moved out. She regretted renting this shop after signing the contract. I guess it's also the fighting incident that gave her the excuse to end the contract. Well, New neighbour coming in..... thats fast.................................
He brought this desserts. Egg with milk or beancurd.
He give me a face that says, u cannot eat............. this is mine.
But after he ate one spoon of it, he give me this look.....
LOL.....
Obvious right?!
He then says, Dear u wana try?
Me: don't want..............
Bf: come eat, u must try.....
I ate one small mouth. Don't like it. He has no choice, but to force himself to finish it, left about 1/4 and threw it away...
He is so irritating n yet so cute......... Alas~!!
he's very vain de..........
i see his face like..... gek sai? =b
OPPS!?!
Don't think that i Park Tor and never work... I do serve customers ok.
I did asked him if he really wants to stay at my shop. Afraid he might feel bored. But he says No, tend shop with me.. be my free labour.. Thanks so much Baby ;)
Last Friday.
Worked at St.James as usual... Had dinner with bf. My RED AUNTIE visit me!!! SIAN JIK PUA.......
Bf: Dear why u dress so nice n put on make-up. u never go anywhere. go out with me also never dress up like that...................
Me: HUh?? dear, i merely were $15 worth of dress. my make-up is as usual mah... only is i put fake-lashes......
U see, i'm sick but i never eat medicine. because i know i gotta drink alcohol when i work.
Then i'm in great pain. I'm thinking if i wana eat panadol anot. panadol for menstrual. I hesistated for quite some time. Because if i take the pill, i can't consume alcohol. Like that i'll delay my work to hit target. Around 11pm, i pop 2tablets. As i can't endure the pain anymore. :(
Met Friends at dragonfly. They'r all regulars. Sometimes i really do enjoyed when i work. Enjoying the fun with my friends but only awhile 'cos i gotta work. I feel really glad when my friends always helped me with my shooters. Sometimes i also feel pai seh lo..
Few of my friends says i looked different. I asked, How come? where different? They says maybe because of my make-up, my eye-shadow. Well, i applied fake eye-lashes. I seldom, or rather never put on fake-lashes. Because my lashes too curly, i'll tend to glue the fake onto my real lashes. OK, after i put on fake lashes, i darken my eye-shadow with dark brown color. Then seems like my make-up is thick. I asked, then don't look nice meh? They says, No, still look nice. Except for eddieChow. dammit!
But i don't care because i know i look pretty. :)
After Work~~~
Can u see my fake-lashes??
Then i realised something........
I began to love my hair color~~~~~~
I only hit minimum target for my work. Expected. :( I do drink quite a few shots. like~~ ard 10? (+) (-) lah.... so sad 'cos i never hit 2nd target. but i know i cannot force myself. i don't wana get drunk without knowing i'm drunk and do silly things. so, prevention.
Last Saturday.
Went St.James - PowerHouse, with Bf. Sunday his off day, so he can go clubbing. No need to wake up early for work.
At his void deck. Waiting for his friend, Ryan...
He's on the phone....
I told him He's not photogenic....... hee...
He's not kissing me lor. HE says he looks handsome with this angle!! =.=''!
One last shot before we get our butts off the bench....
Me: Dear, pose please.....
Me: HAHAhaha.... eh u looks like an old baby who wants people to carry u lei.......
Bf: U idiot......... (then he kick my butts....) :D
At Power HOuse~~~~
Bloody hell.... says i looks like china gal!!!
Alamak! make my face look so tight!
He cannot make it le........ hahahaa....
He's high n almost drunk already.........
I'm tipsy too...
I enjoyed clubbing with him...... Well, he'll tell me there's gals looking at him, smiling at him.... I'll replied, Good lor... then u go drink with them lo........ Bf: No lah...sheng jing bin. your bf me handsome ma. =.=''! I likes to disturb him by dancing with him... hahahaa.... His friends tease him too.....
Ah...........................Simply love him........ :)
His friend, Gregory told him about me when they'r outside smoking......
Grey: Eh Jamie like very NIAN u hor.....
Bf: Yah...
Grey: Good mah...
Bf: Ya lor Ya lor....
Me: Huh? i very nian u meh? how come he like that say.......
Bf: Dear good mah.. u nian me, stay with me all e way.. ben tan...
Well, above conversation i simply translate directly from mandarin................................... =b
My Da-jie picked a handphone from cab. sony ericsson k810i. from the pics, it's a Ang Mo Kia. Inside has got sex pics! from nude photos (half + full body) to sex intercourse parts. Alamak~!!!
I asked my sis if she wana return back..... i told her we always hope people will return us our hp. she says wait till they call lor....................
Bf says, no need to return lor. just keep for own use.
Mum says, Aiyah no need to return lah. Ang Mo is rich, they can always buy new hp. =.='''''''''''''''
I showed Bf my photos that i uploaded to photobucket.com... while looking at the pics, i can see that 2years back i'm really slimmer lei......
Bf: Dear u must really go exercise lei..... u see ur stomach, ur thighs......
Me: Ya lor... i also know. Last time has got dance show everyday, i can still eat supper... 1 dance set = +-13 mins. 1 day 3 dance set = +-39mins. 1 week work 6days.
NOw lei.... i never dance already. never exercise too.........
Then i thinking.... Ya hor.... last time i almost exercise everday lei... although i do consume alcohol. So i cannot say i get fat 'cos of alcohol. Ah~!!! i must go jogging!!!!
Okie, time now is 4:01am....
I'm going to sleep already....
I'm thinking of pasting my slimmer photos at my room. Upon seeing the pics, i'll motivate myself to exercise......... Hahahahh....
