Sunday!! ;)

Today is a Happy Sunday for me. :)

Because I'm feeling good, happy...........
I've tons of things to blog. Be prepared for my naggings~!

Time now is 1.29am. Just hang up phone with bf. We always chit-chat. In fact, we always have alot to talk. And this explained why we have a hp line just for each other. We applied M1 line just when we got together for few weeks only. calling each other is free. we merely paid for the subscription fees monthly. Quite cheap... 25++ for his nos, 12++ for mine. Because i'm his sub-line. He's the one paying, to be precise. :) We do save alot!

And then sometimes i gotta bring 3 HPs out..... OMG!

But Well, This is something i don't have with my previous bfs. I like this feelings, that we can share everything. He always says we'r friends, buddies, lover..hahahaa..

Just now we do talked about his previous relationship, = joey. I told him at times i do feel insecure between he & joey.

Me: if without my exist, would u be back with her?

Bf: no. it's already over. so what if she regret, it's impossible to be back together.

joey told him before (when we just started dating) that she'll keep a distance from me. Because she is GAO WEI that a gal she knew is someone her ex-bf likes and together with.

Aiyah. i'm aware that i think too much. i ought to TRUST my bf. But, it's easier to be said than done. isit i've no confidence with myself OR i've no confidence in him? He's so good to me le... yet i still have doubts in him. Ha~~~~~ why am i torturing myself lei.?! I should be happy lo....... well, i really do. hahahaa.......

Today is my shift work at shop. bf accompanied me. yesterday stayed overnight at his place. Because this silly boy is drunk, he couldn't send me home n my stuffs is inside his car. *shake-head* He himself know that his drinking ability is limited, yet he has no control.

i don't like to stay at his place. Because he shared room with his younger brother. Then it's very awkward to sleep together lor. I mean sleep in the same room. They've single-size bed each. I'll sleep at his bed while he sleep on the floor with mattress. Also i feel it's not nice to stay overnight. how would his mum think.... although he says his mum is alright with it. but i myself feel not nice lo.........

My neighbour, Janice has moved out. She regretted renting this shop after signing the contract. I guess it's also the fighting incident that gave her the excuse to end the contract. Well, New neighbour coming in..... thats fast.................................

He brought this desserts. Egg with milk or beancurd.

He give me a face that says, u cannot eat............. this is mine.

But after he ate one spoon of it, he give me this look.....


LOL.....
Obvious right?!

He then says, Dear u wana try?
Me: don't want..............
Bf: come eat, u must try.....

I ate one small mouth. Don't like it. He has no choice, but to force himself to finish it, left about 1/4 and threw it away...

He is so irritating n yet so cute......... Alas~!!

he's very vain de..........


i see his face like..... gek sai? =b

OPPS!?!
Don't think that i Park Tor and never work... I do serve customers ok.

I did asked him if he really wants to stay at my shop. Afraid he might feel bored. But he says No, tend shop with me.. be my free labour.. Thanks so much Baby ;)

Last Friday.
Worked at St.James as usual... Had dinner with bf. My RED AUNTIE visit me!!! SIAN JIK PUA.......

Bf: Dear why u dress so nice n put on make-up. u never go anywhere. go out with me also never dress up like that...................
Me: HUh?? dear, i merely were $15 worth of dress. my make-up is as usual mah... only is i put fake-lashes......

I'm suffering from menses cramp lo... very pain very pain!!! :(
U see, i'm sick but i never eat medicine. because i know i gotta drink alcohol when i work.
Then i'm in great pain. I'm thinking if i wana eat panadol anot. panadol for menstrual. I hesistated for quite some time. Because if i take the pill, i can't consume alcohol. Like that i'll delay my work to hit target. Around 11pm, i pop 2tablets. As i can't endure the pain anymore. :(

Met Friends at dragonfly. They'r all regulars. Sometimes i really do enjoyed when i work. Enjoying the fun with my friends but only awhile 'cos i gotta work. I feel really glad when my friends always helped me with my shooters. Sometimes i also feel pai seh lo..

Few of my friends says i looked different. I asked, How come? where different? They says maybe because of my make-up, my eye-shadow. Well, i applied fake eye-lashes. I seldom, or rather never put on fake-lashes. Because my lashes too curly, i'll tend to glue the fake onto my real lashes. OK, after i put on fake lashes, i darken my eye-shadow with dark brown color. Then seems like my make-up is thick. I asked, then don't look nice meh? They says, No, still look nice. Except for eddieChow. dammit!
But i don't care because i know i look pretty. :)
After Work~~~

Can u see my fake-lashes??

Then i realised something........
I began to love my hair color~~~~~~

I only hit minimum target for my work. Expected. :( I do drink quite a few shots. like~~ ard 10? (+) (-) lah.... so sad 'cos i never hit 2nd target. but i know i cannot force myself. i don't wana get drunk without knowing i'm drunk and do silly things. so, prevention.

Last Saturday.
Went St.James - PowerHouse, with Bf. Sunday his off day, so he can go clubbing. No need to wake up early for work.

At his void deck. Waiting for his friend, Ryan...
He's on the phone....



I told him He's not photogenic....... hee...


He's not kissing me lor. HE says he looks handsome with this angle!! =.=''!

One last shot before we get our butts off the bench....

Me: Dear, pose please.....


Me: HAHAhaha.... eh u looks like an old baby who wants people to carry u lei.......

Bf: U idiot......... (then he kick my butts....) :D

Posing.. act handsome. he keep saying he look handsome with side view...........

At Power HOuse~~~~
Bloody hell.... says i looks like china gal!!!

Alamak! make my face look so tight!

He cannot make it le........ hahahaa....

He's high n almost drunk already.........

I'm tipsy too...


I enjoyed clubbing with him...... Well, he'll tell me there's gals looking at him, smiling at him.... I'll replied, Good lor... then u go drink with them lo........ Bf: No lah...sheng jing bin. your bf me handsome ma. =.=''! I likes to disturb him by dancing with him... hahahaa.... His friends tease him too.....
Ah...........................Simply love him........ :)

His friend, Gregory told him about me when they'r outside smoking......
Grey: Eh Jamie like very NIAN u hor.....
Bf: Yah...
Grey: Good mah...
Bf: Ya lor Ya lor....
Me: Huh? i very nian u meh? how come he like that say.......
Bf: Dear good mah.. u nian me, stay with me all e way.. ben tan...

Well, above conversation i simply translate directly from mandarin................................... =b

My Da-jie picked a handphone from cab. sony ericsson k810i. from the pics, it's a Ang Mo Kia. Inside has got sex pics! from nude photos (half + full body) to sex intercourse parts. Alamak~!!!
I asked my sis if she wana return back..... i told her we always hope people will return us our hp. she says wait till they call lor....................

Bf says, no need to return lor. just keep for own use.
Mum says, Aiyah no need to return lah. Ang Mo is rich, they can always buy new hp. =.='''''''''''''''

I showed Bf my photos that i uploaded to photobucket.com... while looking at the pics, i can see that 2years back i'm really slimmer lei......

Bf: Dear u must really go exercise lei..... u see ur stomach, ur thighs......
Me: Ya lor... i also know. Last time has got dance show everyday, i can still eat supper... 1 dance set = +-13 mins. 1 day 3 dance set = +-39mins. 1 week work 6days.
NOw lei.... i never dance already. never exercise too.........

Then i thinking.... Ya hor.... last time i almost exercise everday lei... although i do consume alcohol. So i cannot say i get fat 'cos of alcohol. Ah~!!! i must go jogging!!!!

Okie, time now is 4:01am....
I'm going to sleep already....

I'm thinking of pasting my slimmer photos at my room. Upon seeing the pics, i'll motivate myself to exercise......... Hahahahh....

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Sick. :(

yes. i',m sick.. :(

morning 8 am then i go to sleep.. mummy woke up le, she asks me to drive her to market. i told her i haven't even sleep lei... couldn't sleep well. coughing all the way. mum asked me to see doctor. i'm lazy... but cough till can't sleep, so decided to see doctor lor...

These medicine cost me $45!!!



merely talked to doctor for 10mins. 1pc of $50 gone just like that................................. =.=''!

I sent mum to work!
I'm panic lor...... then my da-jie never tell me the gear knob is different. i gotta pull up the gear n shift togear 1 then its in REVERSE gear. what the hell. when i park my car aside, i couldn't reserve lor. my mum is more Gan Jiong than me... she yelled~~~~ saying OH GOTTA BANG ON IT ALREADY. STOP!!
called up my da-jie n then i knew about the reserve gear... ALAMAK!!!

i was on the way to her factory le.. i'm on extreme left lane. then i realises i gotta be at 2nd lane because 1st lane goes to the filter left lane, where i need to go straight. So, immediately i signal right, i saw a lorry at my right side mirror. he overtake me. but i still very calm n move in to the 2nd lane. BUT, my mum wasn't as calm. She was on the phone with 4mei. telling her that i drove her to work. then when she saw that lorry overTake me, she screamed! n hanged up the phone immediately! asking me to lookout for that lorry!

mum says my driving is dangerous.............................................
kkekekeke......

Driving back home is easy... 10mins n i reached MSCP.

took medicine, n wanted to go sleep asap. but i don't know WHY, i'm soo awake lor.....
then medicine took effects... it cause drowsiness mah. i'm sleepy, but my mind can't sleep! i'm like drifting in/out of sleep. that's even tiring lor. :(

woke up at 5+++... called up 4mei, n went to fetch her. ;)
she n my mum worked at the same place.

this's the van.

getting ready to set off.

their workplace. back door..

waiting for U~~~~

Finally she appeared!

Mum has cooked, so we headed home as we've no idea of where to go.. lol.....

my parking skill. this is the best. i know is more to the left........

Resting now.......

Later night working at geographer. i can't take medicine after dinner. 'cos later gotta drink alcohol.

God bless me... :)

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shagged!!!

what a busy wednesday.!

was at shop the whole day. i've Soooooo much stories to tell. but i can't blog this afternoon as i was busy. Eh... i think i started to be busy only in the evening...kkekeeke..... Here goes my story~~~~ but before that, some pics ard~~

Pics from last friday...
4mei & me~~




Last Sunday @ HK Cafe
He says car key can dig nose~ =.=''!



Monday work @ Club Sabai

Monday after work,

which is tuesday morning, 5+...

called bf, chit-chatting with him. then i bring up friday's matter. because i knew he's angry, n he's waiting for me to say out,talk about this matter. we always talk things out n discuss n conclude peacefully. we talked about it for awhile, n i went to sleep. continued after i woke up *tuesday noon*.

well, i really can't remember what's the content of our conversation. i could only vaguely remember like..... conversations not in order. as this is all i could remember....

he: u already gave me an answer. ( that's i msged him i'm drunk)

he: i knew u'r drunk when u sent me the SMSes. again u wana tell me u've no choice but to drink right.

me: i keep quiet lor.... LL.... cos my fault mah. if i never bring up, i don't want to have something that we keep to ourselves n never solve.he: last time before we got together, i asked u before if u would mind. u told me no.

silence for 10secs..

he: my friends asked why jamie still working in night-life. i told them she's her shop to look after, how can she go for day-job. now business haven't go up, work night-life to have some income. she know how to take care of herself.

me: still i keep quiet. of cos lah. do u think i wana work night job? very tiring u know......... :(

me: then joey got call u ah?

he: yah, she say ask me to tell u not to work night-life. dragonfly is "messy".

me: keep quiet again. i knew she'll call him.....................

me: baby do u trust me?

he: yes.of cos.

me: i should really trust u too. well i shall not be bothered by this again.

he: ok..

me: then do u still love me?

he: of cos lah.

me: with your heart lei...

he: ya lah. Ben Tan.

me: hahaaa.... i don't want u to love just because we'r together lei. must truly love from heart ok. ;)

then we change to other subject n continue chit-chatting.......

well, i thought over it again. i should really not to be bothered by her lor. i should really put in 100% to trust him, when i always said I TRUST U. but i know i still got doubts. hahahaa..Alright, think optimistic n have a generous heart. my life will be alot better.... :)

Tuesday....

I didn't go to shop. but i woke up early. Went far east plaza for hairdo. i wanted long hair badly, so of cos i didn't go for haircut. went to color my hair.......

Dozing off...

YuCks!!!

Halfway through, ex-bf called me....... he asked where am i. wanted to pass me my belongings. things that i left when i used to stay at his place. i can't go off. so asked eileen to take for me. Acutally i long ago wanted to collect. but i don't know when to go down. lucky he offered to bring it for me. well, we'r still friends. at times he do SMS me.

Eh.... am i selfish? i can contact with my ex-bf. but i'm GAO-WEI when joey contact my bf??? Aiyah....Because my ex-bf got no ill-intention mah. but she different, she wanted to be back with him. so i GAO-WEI............... =b

Meet up with Buiehs for dinner @ vivoCity. Well, said time is 7.30pm at vivoCity. but i asked michael to fetch us at 7.30pm. HAHAaha. because everyone knows everyone will be late. instead, three of us are the early birds.

Shop around @ Vivo

Mr.Micheal. BE happy that u appeared in my blog.. kekekeke.... =D

Had buffet dinner @ Carnivore.

This grilled fish is very nice!!

Side dishes

I've no idea what we'r laughing about....

Nicole. who's always busy with her colleagues BUT NOT US. Sigh........

i knew Jinhui's is not taking his gf, Amanda's face.... But she still don't know n yet smiling happily. =.=''!

That's the ladies for the night!

US again.

Mr. Sam Kim Leong

Next ambassador for NYSS.

Mr. & Miss TV...

Miss cute & Miss adorable

Went chill @ Cafe del mar...

Chit-chatting....

at the same time i'm on the phone with bf too. kekekee......he never join me.

because tuesday is his gym day. initially he says might join me after my dinner. but then he's tired n rather late too. so he went home.

i'm suffering the whole day sia... flu n bad cough... :(

Thanks michael for sending me home. we stayed 10 over blocks aways from each other anyway. hope u don't kana my flu & cough disease. well, he complaint for what i wrote about him in previous blog. hahahaa..

Then me & eileen had planned to arrange our new stocks tomorrow *wednesday*. All the stocks are at my house. previously is bf who bring it down for me. right now, my uncle's van is with us.

(it belongs to my 3rd uncle. he has passed away 4yrs ago. if sell the van will lose $, so my 1st uncle took the van. he's a taxi-driver. basically he has no use of it at all. so he always tell my da-jie, if we wana use, just let him know.)

Then i'm thinking i can use the van to bring e stocks down to shop myself. but i'm scare!~!~!!!!!

i don't have the guts to drive alone.................... hahahaaa.....

then i called bf.

me: baby tomorrow i can meet u lei. evening time when eileen come, we go for dinner. but then i gotta bring stocks down lei. u help me can? but then i've van at my house lei. or i can drive hor.

he: then u drive lah...

me: but i scare sia......

he: alamak..... u scare for what sia...

me: aiyah just scare lor........ never drive alone before lei..

he: very easy one mah..

me: ok lor. then at most accident only lor....

he: ok, tomorrow i see how ok........

Then after i got home, before i sleep, I've already made plans.
Afternoon, together with my mum, fetch my 4mei to RP for lunch. then head down to shop. using BKE - PIE - Stevens Rd. at evening time when eileen came, i'll meet bf for dinner. then back to shop for stock-taking. night drive back home.

But i never tell bf about this plan.......

Wednesday...

BUT~!!!! things always don't go as you plan. Bf called me at 11.30am. saying he'll come over my place, fetch me to shop. accompany till evening. then he'll go back early n rest.

WEll well well........ i said ok. kekekekeee... :)

All because i didn't tell him that i'll be going back to shop after meeting him. he thought if i were to drive van to shop, then he drive to meet me. then both of us driving? or he came look for me and i drive him back n go back myself? he says so weird, so he came to fetch me lor.... =) But never know i gotta stay at shop till eileen comes and do stocks.

Bf accompany me all the way........

he's tired. he didn't sleep. merely went home change n rest before coming over to fetch me.

We ordered dinner from stalls at level 5. Then went level 2, atrium food fair.

Again, he's bad habit is here.....

i wanted to buy TUTU cake. white, circle shape with pandan leaves beneath. he says try the other type. using bamboo. cylinder shape with brown sugar inside.

When reached my shop, he ate one. and pass it to me. from his expression, i know he don't like the taste. then he asked me to offer to the CHINA girl. i may not like PRC. but i can't finished the TUTU cake also, so i gave 1pc to her. HAhahaa.

Next time i want tell bf, U MUST BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FOOD U ORDERED .

Enjoying his Spicy food..

Then he says: dear i thought u going to do stocks?

me: ya. wait for eileen mah..

he: why lei.. u cannot do urself meh? u now so free..

me: do pricing mah. must both agree mah.

me: OK............................ i get myself busy.

THen i bring out the stocks.... do the CODE stuffs, quantities, etc.

He helped me too. :)

he even comments saying I'm slow..... Alas!!!!

Eileen came around 9+. Bf left shortly after eileen had reached. Can see that he's tired...... SMSed him: Baby, thanx so much for helping me.really happy n apppreciate U.u.u. ;)

Start working since 9+...

A small gift to PRC's shop.....

Mannequin's photoshoots...

Any cure for my panda eyes?

I found Soooo many packets of chilli sauces~!~~!~!!!

I don't mean to be so violent. Maybe it's the poor workmanship...

All Done!

Eileen's driving.... Off to Bukit Timah for our supper...

My SINFUL supper.. Prata & Tom Yan Soup.

sorry tummy.

I'm adding tortures to myself sia... i had even serious cough after eating!

Eileen sent me home! :)
I thought she never. Because she's road idiot. Afraid that she migh lost the way home after sending me. Because my area is a maze!!!! But still she offered to give me free ride~~~ Tee-rak, Khob kun ka!

Enough of my rantings....
Writing le...

Calling bf now, before goin to sleep.... ;)

Good Morning to U who's reading my blog.

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