Monday, January 4, 2010

1st lecture.

Lecture was fine... I've a new friend name Eve. :) She caught my eyes because she looks like my ex-collegue, Tracy Yang!!! Lol! Then I initiated to sit beside her n befriend with her. Hahaha. Well, I even initiated to print extra copy of notes for her, knowing that she can't assess to her rmit-webpage. So good of me!!! ^.^

Lecture was all theory. In fact business studies is all theory & theory & theory. Actually a simple expression but they talk n describe with big & long English. Very su-sak lor!!! I worried how am I going to go for exams. Because my memory is so freaking the poor. LOL!

Just reading on lecture notes is very the not enough!!! Must attend lecture to have better understanding & tips! But next week my work starts already. I'm gonna be late for LT. I sure missed out alot of important notes! >.<
I can't ask help from my new friend either. Because she never take down notes one!!! She was previously studying with UOL for one year before she made e switch to rmit. Plus I think her diploma is business-related too. Cos She's in level 2 with 12 modules. Me, level 1 with 16modules. No related diploma hence no exemption of modules. :( Therefore, I think this course is no problem for her. Sigh... I gonna look for more new friends asap!!!!

Shernie came to pick me from lesson! So sweet of her! :) together with 4mei, we went bukit timah for our late dinner...











Frog porridge from G7.











Total 5 frogs eaten by 4mei & I... :D

Big thanks to shernie! :)

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Independent Or Loner?

Am alone at KAP now. Just had my breakfast/lunch at this hour. So pathetic :(
Just now went sim for my student card to be processed. Lucky partime student need not tap card to prove attendance. Because my student card need few days to be ready for collection.
I'm down here using iPhone, keeping myself occupied till time ripe. LOL! My LT lesson at 7pm @ sim management house (mh), 41 namly avenue. It's opposite national jc. For this whole month (every mon-thur), my Lt is at mh. Tiring!
Next month onwards, Lt lesson on every mon,thurs,fri...

Studies - stress...
Work - stress...
Family, don't add burden to me please. Had a talk with my da-jie last weekend. I'm the one who initiated the conversation. Because I felt that we are afterall one family. If we don't show support n encouragement,don't care n concern for each other, then we are like "tenants" staying under the same roof.
I soooo felt that I'm a soft-hearted person :D Well, family should help one another. And not turning against each other.
Love - stress...
Haven't go into ballot yet. I can only say we are buying resale hdb flat. Alot of things need to be discussed. What's the 5C to get marry? - car cash career condominium credit card. But I would go for compromise contribution communication concern & cash of course! :)
Writing off now! I'm catching bus to go mh! I'm excited + nervous to go back to LT halls!!!
I want good classmates!
Wish me good luck!



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What lies beneath?

Loss of words....
Something strikes me. I felt so puzzled of human beings... This is something that will never be learned from books or any theory. Only when u encountered it, n u learnt from ur experiences...
You'll never know who is the real angels n devils beside you. They hide their true self beneath the mask u saw in them... But no matter how perfect they mask, it's still not flawless! They'll still show out their true colors, someday. And without them knowing that I'd saw their true identity. It's so scary to see how they behaves. It has really upset me...
Another fearful thing in life, Gossip...
People who are afraid of others badmouth-ing them, are actually the great gossipers... Because they like to gossip n badmouth others, they usually thought others would say about them too. Otherwise why would he/she even bother with what people talks about Or whether they'll talk about them anot.

Did I mention before, someone once told me; learn like a kids, behaves like an adult.
I find it really agreeable. When we are young, we learn n behaves in e most innocent ways. True/false, black/white, right/wrong, etc... Is just so simple. Learning with mates is as innocent too. No hates, no hard-feelings, no gossips, no backstabbers, no framing, etc...
Sigh. But things are just not like that. Everyone grew up in different environment, thus different upbringing, different personalities. That makes everyone so different!!! Lol.
And we go around knowing people, making new friends. Those that can click with you, become "good-friend". Those that can't develop mutual feelings, will say "bye-bye"...isn't it?
I think corporate world is even worst. It's a horrible + terrible society that looks like a game of man-eat-man. In order to survive, I have to live like them... is this true???
Few years back, I remembered saying I hate the corporate world,it's full of politics. And now, I'm stepping into this kind of world. What a joke...

Do you still remember how we used to be?

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