Day before departure.

Today my shift to open shop. It's always my shift of work the day before going overseas. It's suay or what? :S

6mei went shop with me. She's doing me a favour by tending my shop when i'm away for holidays. Oh well, or rather, she worked part-time. As i felt that i should somehow give her allowance. I paid her $100 for 5days. at least something huh...

4mei & yanyan came far-east looked for us. yanyan has got her salary and hunger for retail therapy....

Closed shop at 10pm. Took mrt home. On the way back, sms-ed with xueni. And last min meet up at sembawang.

Went to this cafe. I duno what's the name. But it's the same place as i went chilled with eileen,tony,jinhui,amanda. Nice place...

I've Erdinger white & Xueni drinking ice-kosong. :D

Signature dish: spicy chicken wing.

Stayed till 12+++. And home sweet home.

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Dinner with bf...

Rest at home the whole day... I've the whole day of time and yet i haven't pack my luggage! I simply nua.........

Meet Bf for dinner. :) It's not the dinner that matters, but it is the last day i meet Bf before i fly off.... heehee. i gonna miss him for 7 days~~~~

We decided to go Whampoa Market for fish steamboat. Very nice o........
There's two stalls with fish steamboat. Both are great! so, doesn't matter which one u go, u sure get to eat the good ones. :D

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Last day in St.james

This pic taken at Sabai. With one of the thai singers, Ah-Som. She's one of the old batch singers i know back in geographer.

Friday:

Looking forward to work. Because it's my last day in nightlife. Bf came to fetch me to work. I could feel butterflies in me upon i'm reaching st.james. Excited? I don't know............

June.

Can see that she's 7 years younger than me? Lol... She's one of the talk-able colleagues with me.

Melvin, Me, Ivan

Melvin, Me, Rowell

They are one of the few good friends i gotta know at Dragonfly. I miss the fun times with them. :) I feel that not everyone can click with anyone de.....so, i enjoy this friendship with them. I don't know if u guys still read my blog, *sometimes they do* well, keep in contact ok.............. :D

Me with vodka shot.

Smirnoff vodka. No water added at all. Unless u request for FULL glass, else.... u noe la.... keke.Not forgetting Eddie came st.james too. :)
He is sooo weird lah.... he says can't bear me to "last day". I was like huh? funny lei.... u wana me to work for long? Lol........... Because i'm ur drinking kakis? hehehe.

Last goodbye to Vodka shots.

Had fun while working...
Met friends around, i tell almost everyone that today is my last night. And asked them to support me. heehee.

Taken with bernard. i told him, his friend Bill, probably is happy for him as i won't ask him to buy shots anymore. :)

My friend, Eric's girlfriend. Cute of her...

Orleng & Me.

Ex-bf's friend. Among so many people, Orleng is the one i kind of close with. But then again, most of them are friendly & steady too. I remembered I heard someone says " eh today last day, support leh" Lol.... And yup, they did support me.. yeah.....

June, Shenn, Me

Can see that I'm tipsy already? :D

Yes, i'm drunk. Still, i can take cab home myself. Power! and yet, Dangerous!

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Meet up with Bf.

Bf came shop accompanied me. Yeah....................... :D
Despite he's tiring, not enough sleep. Still, he squeezed out time for me. :D

And told him about my decision. :)

Discussed and went to Lavender Market for Turtle soup.

In da car...

It's very nice lor. I don't know what words to describe other than NICE. The meat is very much tender than chicken meat. Soup is power. I like it!!

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Thoughts.

I've made a decision.

A serious decision in my life...

That is, I've decided to quit my night-job. I've confirmed the day to be Friday, 24th July 2009.

It seems to be rush decision. Everyone is shocked. Including myself. I never thought that i would stop/end night-job at this time, this date.

I always wanted to quit. Back in 2years ago.

I says I'll quit after my contract ends, but I never.
I says I'll quit after I get a day-job, but I never.
I says I'll quit after my shop business is stable, but I never.
I says I'll quit after my shop lease ends in sept, and I continue...

I know I've been giving myself excuses to continue working in nightlife. Perhaps, I've "used to" the nightlife life.

I can say even after my shop business ends already, i'll still be working in nightlife. Putting "wait till I get a day-job" at my mouth whenever people asks why I'm still working at night. I know its my excuses.

And now that I've suddenly made this decision, I still can't accept too. Lol...

Well, I always quarrelled with Bf whenever I'm drunk. Actually can say we only quarrels when I'm drunk. Talking nonsenses, being unreasonable. Aiya, basically drunkard talks rubbish de.

Suddenly, I felt that it is the time for me to stop working nightlife. Suddenly felt enlighten. That I should quit now.

As I said, All the while, (for 2years) I've been wanting to quit. But I never. I've been lazy and used to the life I had. And that after I've the shop business, I cut down working days to part-time. And then will decide to quit after my shop lease ends.

I then realised that I really love my Bf. He has been understanding & tolerance to me for the past near to 1 year. He has been doing well as a Bf. He never ask or force me to quit my night-job. He knows that this is my part-time income. He respect what I'm doing.

And that now, after thinking through for 2days & nights, I felt that somehow I've took him for granted, I never spare a thought for him. I wana treasure him, treasure our relationship. And thus,I felt this is the time for me to quit. I don't know what will happen next, I don't wana have regrets. :)

Eileen asks if I will regret if we were to break off. I'm stunned by what she asked. It seems that I quit because of Bf? No lor. I'm not doing this for him. It is because of him that make me realised what I want. I make the decision for myself too. I won't regret at all. :)

Everyone knew and asked why I quit. Not because they want me to work. but they wana know the reasons afterall I worked for like 4years plus. And they are all glad that I quit and wished me well.

Well, 4years plus of nightlife. It's indeed a long "career". Nightlife may be a complicated environment, but I do learnt how to survive. And I'd seen & learnt throughtout this years. I've met different kinds of human beings. People with mask on their face. But, I do met good souls who have become good friends too. Alot lah... Alot more thoughs & feelings & words,that people whose not in nightlife won't know de. Alright, I definitely have no regrets in all. :)

Now, I'm at my turning point of my life. My new life has yet to begin.... :)

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Monday blues.....

Jamie is feeling si bei de BLUEs..................................................................

Saturday night had a tiff with Bf. I wouldn't say out what had happened. We've talked things out & settled the issue.

SIgh..... don't know is i think too much or what.... that's why i'm feeling so moody...

:(

my mum says, it's not easy for 2 person to be together.

yes, i know and i understand.

Quarrels is inevitable in a relationship... So long as we know what to do n handle the problems. solve the issue then everything is like rainbow after the rain...

Jamie, don't think so much.........

Everything is fine, i just nothing to do n so very free, and so anyhow think.... ARGH!!!

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Night-out at Arena.

Today is another clubbing night.
My usual kakis, and Bf's friends...

Bf, Me.Opps!?! Caught gossiping!

Xueni so sweet?

Wah, can see my skin color & eileen's?She super fair la...yanyan is jealous.....Xueni~~~Bf's friend is drunk...Someone is striking......

Oh god! what is so happening?? :DXueni: Where u stay? I send u home... *edited dialogue by me*Xueni, u look so ti ko.... u wana eat him up!! Xueni's drunk already..... LOL

Everyone enjoyed.

Something unhappy incidents happened. :(

It doesn't seems to be a big issue. but yet, it is a serious matter.

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