updates.....

was FB-ing the whole afternoon....

I'm killing myself virtually!!! In fact, my eye-sight degree has increased! :(

One of the quiz I took today....

Jamie took the quiz Chinese Zodiac Personality Quiz and the result is Pig

Pigs enjoy life and because they are entertaining, others enjoy their company.

Pigs are giving souls and reap much enjoyment when they’re helping others, but sometimes they give too much.

Honesty is what Pigs give and it’s what they expect to receive in return.

Pigs seek peace and will do what is necessary to maintain it. This trait, while admirable, sometimes makes it easy for others to take advantage of Pigs.

When it comes to money, Pigs enjoy spending more than saving. They gravitate towards name brand items.

Thriftiness happens only occasionally, but Pigs do know how to find great deals.

Pigs enjoy helping at work and can always be counted on.

They enjoy opportunities that allow them to express their creativity.

Pigs are detail-oriented, a trait admired by management. Pigs aren’t afraid to take on responsibility.

Some good career choices for Pigs include: entertainer, caterer, doctor, veterinarian, or interior decorator. They’d do well in retail or hospitality.

Relationships : Supportive and giving, Pigs make great partners.

They’re affectionate and sexual and prefer staying home to going out.

They enjoy what they have, especially their home and family.

Once they find the right partner, they’re typically committed for the long-term.

Pigs are most compatible with a Rabbit or Goat and incompatible with the Monkey and Snake.

What do you think?

Ithink I simply likes this!!! :)

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feelings.......

Yesterday is friday, 22nd may 2009. It is not 13th yet it is a black friday to me. Because I'm drunk when at work at St.James. Not that I'm drunk while working, but after I end work. Meaning, I still look sober when at work. But actually if u asked me now, I don't quite remember what happened when near to knocking off. I do remembered how I got home. Because I still know how to call for valet & asked them to fetch me.

How should I start about talking my feelings??

Right from the beginning ba........................................

Work was good for me. Because I could feel Lady Luck be with me. Meaning I'm selling shots at good rate & speed. Then around 3am, I've hit minimum target. So, I thought I could go further & go for 2nd target. Which is, I left another 38 more shots in 1.5hrs. I told myself I can do it, and make it fast.

Throughout the whole night, I'm at Dragonfly. I was walking around dfly while looking for my friend, as he brought shots but went missing. Then, as I was walking through the squeezy path, a person on my right stopped me. * I always walked through this path blindly, because this path has got many people around so I need to OPEN way for myself to walk through. *

I looked up, and saw JOEY TAN. She is ex-gf of Kelvin loh. Meaning, my bf's ex-gf.

She was wearing heels so she's taller than me. And that I gotta looked up when talking to her.

She stopped me but I started the conversations.

My first reaction was surprised and said...... A, hi.. how are you.

She looked at me while weaving her hair and said : Oh well life is so beautiful you know. with that arrogrant voice!

My thinking was, FUCK UP. What are u trying to act?!

Joey then asked another Qns. What are u still doing here?

Me: Just part-time.

Joey weaving her hair again, and give me a kind of hao-lian look & says: part-time or full-time don't work.

Then after she finished her sentences, she laughed & turned to her friend, and whispered into her ears. And that gal turned & looked at me.

I was thinking, are you telling your friend : she is my ex-bf's now gf. OR she's kelvin now gf.

When the gal looked at me, I give a smile and say hi. meanwhile give her a hand-shake & says I'm jamie.

I think I am just being polite of myself.....

I then smiled to both and walked off.

Then I am thinking... what the fuck! why i will see you?!!!

For the rest of the night, I carried on with my work. You may think that I got drunk because of her? NO. U are wrong. I was drunk because i drank alot & i mixed with martell as well.

But, i don't deny that this was something that make me feel uncomfortable for the night.

I smsed bf. And quarrrelled with him while on my way home. Even when i reached home, i still quarreling with him. Actually i'm the one who is quarrelling. Because he is busy to work, yet i think i know i don't wana hang up the call. I know i'm being unreasonable.

My mum asked who do i quarrel with. I told her it's bf. And relate the scenerio to her. She says Let her be. Kelvin himself is aware of what he is doing also. If it's yours, it would be yours. SEE OPEN.

Then i told mum, Yes i know. but it is her that make me so buay song!. Nobody will ever know how i feels. nobody will understand the feelings. i always tell myself too. she's happy that i'm angry.

I don't know if she do read my blog anot. I DON'T WANT her to know my blog. friends, if u are friends with her, please do me a favour by NOT to let her know! Not that i'm afraid of her or what. BUT i don't want her to know my life. If ever one day i found out that she is reading my blog, i will closed this blog.

I want to say..... I hope, i wish, I will not see JOEY TAN again. Because i really do not know how to fake smile. I really do not know how to act. I cannot talk / smile to a person i don't like. And yes, I don't like you.

It's you yourself that make me disliked you. Right from the beginning, I take you as friend. But it's your actions that sucks! Your hypocrite actions makes me wana kill you. Kelvin has already made clear to you that he won't be with you again, why do u still wana cling on to him like a leech?! You wana tell me still u two are friends? Please have some shame, he has gf already. Do spare a thought for others. Oh, well, i'm not ur friend anyway, but i'm ur rival. of cos u wont spare a single thoughts for me.

Well, i'm like talking to myself!!!!! ARGH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie. I'm much feelings better. Because i told my siblings my feelings........................ i'm a person that i need listeners whenever i feel down. or else, i will get depression!!!!! lols...

In the night, Bf came fetch me. Meeting up with his buddies. Initially planned to go prawn-fishing, but time kinda late, so called off. Then went to chill @ TCC. Bf haven't take dinner, so he drove to balestier. And we settled down for Bak Tuk Teh. He then says, u drink soup huh......

Arh.... i know he is caring..... Or isit i'm too optimistic? hahaha. ok, i knew he do cares.

Btw, bf's friend do read my blog. If u remember, his name is BEN. and ben did told bf that he read my blog... bf asked why i wana blog. i replied, it's just a blog, what's wrong. He says, i don't want others to know about ours.

Yah, i know he said that before. And i already never post much about my lovelife................

OK. finished ranting..

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pics @ dfly...

Finally, I've uploaded these pics into my lappy. Sometimes my hp & lappy just couldn't work together. I don't know what's wrong with the bluetooth thingy...........

This day, there's new uniform at St.James. The moment my colleague, june, sms me jamie,change uniform liao...
I jumped up!
Serious!
No joke.
My heart jumped up...!

I called back to her immediately as I just boarded cab. Thinking what kind of uniform, maybe I can wear my own black / white skirt. *because my boss's wardrobe size is mostly S*

Then she merely says it's dress... and then I'm like thinking.... dunno can wear anot... will it b tight for me? wear already will look fat anot?

LOLs............................................................

To my greatest delightment, all my doubts doesn't exist!!!!

Yeah..!!!

But, I look kind of act cute in this outfit. Doesn't suits me at all can..... This type of dress is very common in the street now. For young girls...... ME old already..............

Taken with Melvin...




Rowell showing off his drumstick..

breathe in & hide my stomach. :D

Cheers... :)

I'm always very happy to see them de. Not on the account that they buy shots from me, *They do support me* But, is like... They are friendly & fun. They are the ones that's really steady friends lor. At least they don't avoid me when they saw me.

I met many people in workplace, they may seems friendly. But when they saw me with my tray on my hand, they will either act blur never see me, Or before i reach by their side, they give me a hand-sign - NO-

What the hell?!

I won't force u to buy either, right?

Please lah......................................................................................

I'll still regard u as friend, so please don't do such things to make me dislike u.... Eh, i'm not referring anyone in particular. hahaha.. But refers to those who belongs to this category. :D

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updates.

Recently I'm not soooo the active in blogging. BUT, I will still blog.... :) I always have alot to say & want to blog out. But then again, it's either I don't have the time to blog, or my sisters using my lappy.

I'm FB-ing everyday lor. -_______-'''! I'm kind of hooked up to their games, Pet Society & Restaurant City. Alot more games, but these two needa login daily to have daily earnings. *faint*

As you know, FB has got damn lots of quiz!!! And lately everyone has create their own quiz to see how well you know them. YUP!!! I want to say, I join in the fun as well!!! :D

Friends, so you think you know me???
click on the link at FB and take the challenge! :)

So far, Eileen has the highest score at 90%. She hit 9 correct qns. Lols... I'd verbally asked my mum & she merely got 3 out of 10. what a mother huh................................................................ :P

Well, I don't think my Bf would score well too... HAHHAHa. He'll think these questions are Boliao & make no senses. And for sure, I know he will come out with silly questions to shoot back........

Other than FB-ing, I'm watching taiwan drama - Meteor Garden I. weird huh? now everyone is going after korean version of Meteor Garden. Hmm, it's because i seen first episode of korean's then I went to watch taiwan version. AGAIN. because I likes taiwan version alot alot alot more......

This sunday I'm going ECP with my siblings. I'm NOt as excited as last week already. :X But, deep down I'm damn the eager to go roller-blading!!!

Heard from Eileen that there's a nice korean BBQ located at ECP. I've forgotten the name of the restaurant. Price-wise, it's like 40+ /person. Maybe I'll try it on sunday. or maybe not. As I'm not sure if my siblings wants to eat korean-food. BUt for sure, I will visit this restaurant soon!! Because i'm drooling when Eileen told me about it. LOls.........

Writing off......

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sianz.

I'm at shop.

So sianz....

And I'm FB the whole day lor.......... Uploaded Mother's day pics into FB. then was commenting with 5mei. -______-'''!

Then I played whatever Quiz that's available..... And this one is interesting!!!

Your Chinese zodiac is 12, year of Pig and you are born on Tuesday.

Personality : People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength.

For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty.

They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal.

They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed.

Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate arguments and quarreling. They are kind to their loved ones.

No matter how bad problems seem to be, Boar people try to work them out, honestly if sometimes impulsively.

They are most compatible with Rabbits and Sheep.

Yeah~!!! I nodded my head as I read along..... Kind of true lei........... :D

1) People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. - What's the meaning of chivalrous & gallant? I don't know lei. so I skip these part. The 2nd part is 50% lah..... sometimes I do things halfway. But in terms of selling shots, I really do with all my strength. LOls!!

2) For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. - I don't have comments on this part, because I don't quite understand... As for honesty, Yes I am. Or can say I'm straightforward person. If I don't like it, it will be shown on my face. Not that I want to give attitude.

3) They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. - Yeah yeah... I may have know quite alot of people, but I don't have many friends. *giggling* Peoples, u are fortunate to have me as your friends!!! :) And YUP, I'm loyal...................................... :D

4) They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed - Not true lei..... funny... maybe not for me~~~ :P

5) Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate arguments and quarreling. They are kind to their loved ones. - True true.... I can show my temper & yet I keep quiet as I don't bother to quarrel. Well, I never gay-gao with my loved ones. :D

6) No matter how bad problems seem to be, Boar people try to work them out, honestly if sometimes impulsively. - I think so ba........................heehee

7) They are most compatible with Rabbits and Sheep - TRUE enough. My 4mei is rabbit, and I'm the most GAM with her among my siblings. My dad is sheep. He dotes me alots... but sadly, I didn't do my part as a daughter & didn't have the chance to repay him. A greatest regret in my life!! :(

That's all. :)

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waiting for miracle??

My shop lease contract ends in September. And we'r not going to re-new the contract. Because of the following reasons:
1) Location not good.
2) Me & Eileen decided to split, as we've different views for next style of apparels we wanted to do.

I mentioned before that Eileen will be opening her own shop at FEP. Congrats to her... :)

As for me, I'm still like tangling down there. I don't know if the style of apparels I want, will sell anot. Which means I don't quite have the confidence lah.

Then again, I thought of getting a day-job instead. For sure, I know I'll be doing in Sales line. BUt which industry??? I don't know which line / industry to go to. I'm so lost can. CAn anyone enlighten me? Show me the light of my path please...............................................

My Lunch. very nice :)

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Tuesday.

Woke up at 12pm. Because I've indirectly spoilt my TV set. And the technician is coming at this time. Damn the tired & yet I gotta wake up for this.

In the evening, mummy & 4mei & I went to Marine Parade.

We had our tea-break at this Market opposite Blk 82. Don't know what to eat... so we decided to have dim-sum...

Har-gow.


Char-Siew rice roll. Not nice....


Shrimp in beancurd roll. BUT inside is all fish-cake and jus few tiny HEY-BI..!!!


Siew Mai. we never ordered this lor. not nice also.


Can see already not nice already rite?


Mummy's favourite - Chicken feets.


Please don't patron this particular stall!!! FOOD NOT NICE & YET EXPENSIVE.


Then head down to Bugis. Meeting 6mei for dinner. We went shopping, but nothing fancy.... We chose to dine @ TCC.

I've been craving for TCC for long time.... Finally. :)

Platter combo.

Mummy = Chicken thigh. Delicious!


6mei...

Salmon pasta.

4mei - Baked mushroom & chicken pasta.

Mine - Prawn & Scallop Aglio Olio.

TCC serves nice food!!!
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Mother's Day.

I woke up at 10am. Very eager to go for roller-blading!!! but Tian Bu Zhuo Mei......... :( I heard thunder.... then here comes the RAIN..!!!!

SO SAD can........................................

I gotta wait for my next off day to fall on sunday, then can go blading. which is 2 more weeks to go. SIANZ 1/2.......

This year, we brought mummy to buffet dinner @ Vienna International & Seafood Teppanyaki Buffet Restaurant.

Mummy & 5mei are the first to reach. And they'r damn fast in action lor....... Mummy getting started already. Kiasu................. :D


They'r the last.

4mei's friend - yanyan.

I'm so sweet can. The only person who peel off the prawn shell for them.

which is bigger? her mouth or the prawn??

act only.... hahhhhaha..

digging out the crayfish meat!

PAY AH ENG!!!

Not me lah...... i duno why she stare....cos' i'm not the camera-man.

most unglam pose - 6mei.

1st step.

2nd step.

Tadah~!

Desserts~! Me on the phone with Bf...

I duno why the 3 of them likes to cling onto each other's shoulders... -________-'''

Mummy so playful can...

She's on the line. I caught her very MAN pose!

Talked on the phone yet so many pattern!!

u are the sweetest...

Back home...

Lastly, Wishing all Mothers, Happy Mother's Day~~~ :)

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