Chill'out~~~

I went for the casting @ Double-O. Well, it's just another audition like my agency used to have. They simply just wana see your face,and ask qns like ur personality etc.

Then i went to shop. Never bring my lappy with me. :(

Called Xueni, asked if she wana go chill in the night. SHe & my da-jie are going for wedding dinner @ orchard.

Meanwhile i called up 4mei, asked her to come down FEP and meet up with me first.

So, both of us went Clarke Quay...

WEnt to look for grant. my dear old friend that i haven't seen for quite some time~~~~ :)

Right now, he is working at Nectarie. just beside Lunar.

It's another place for u & ur friends to chill-out. THey serve light food such as salads, sandwiches, cakes, waffles........

Do dropby.... :D

Caramelized bananas cake. very nice!!!

Waffle with fresh strawberries top with chocolate sauce.

free tarts from grant!

I don't quite remember, but on the left is something to do with Dark chocolate & On the right is mango lime

Drinking water...

Drink mocha again.

How can she not be bloated??

We left around 10.45pm, as they closed at 11pm. Me & 4mei walked around C.Q...........

Around 11.30pm, xueni calles & they have reached. Together with her 2friends,we went to PUMP Room.

4mei, da-jie, me.

She look so sexy!!!!

For the first time in my life, i saw her in the kind of attire.

But unglam pose la........................

Can't stop laughing at her...

She curse & swear at the heels!!! Lols.

I love spending more time with my loved ones. :D

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updates.

I'm waiting for my hair to get dry before heading off to bed.

Am not sooo tired. :)

I've soooo much things to blog lor. but i just don't have time. So right now, i'll scan through what i wana say...........

Later at 4pm, i've a casting at dbl-o for their f1 event. Please pray hard for me that i would be selected. Because the pay is kind of tempting~~~

Next, last saturday was a super fun day for me. Had steamboat dinner at xueni's house. I cooked stir-fried beehoon. it's soooo delicious lor. hahahahahha. Thereafter,we went clubbing at Arena. So fun can... It's not how many people u are going with, it's of who u are going with. With me, sure have fun de..... kekekeke.

And not to mention, i got dead drunk!!! super drunk lor. i was high when i'm at arena already. my friends open vodka. i open martell. and when martell + vodka = me drunk. i don't remember what actually happened after 3.30am. trust me. i may have look sober to u, still can talk alot, but actually i high le......

And worst still, i went sabai with my friends. I drink n drink n drink non-stop. Once i'm high or tipsy, i will go for more drinks. And i'm super talkative!!!!!

xueni & 4mei are taking care of me. So thanks to them. For them tolerating my nonsenses. haha. And i really did alot of stupid things & xueni keep laughing at me. which i have zero idea lor........

Still, i really enjoyed myself. Although i hate myself for drinking till so drunk. Because no image at all, and others might thought i'm so horrible girl. But Well, people who don't know me is like that. I no need to care about them right.... :)

Ok, i'm going have beauty sleep now.

God, bless me.... :)

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Saturday Night.

Finally, it's saturday. :)

Party time~~~~

I slept till late afternoon... And went to market, because i'm cooking stir-fried beehoon. :D I love cooking this too. heehee.... But then never take pics.

Alright, i got myself prepared before heading down to Xueni's place. As i'll be going out from there.

Xueni's friends are there too. I knew them too. But never hang out with them, as not close. They are younger than me, not click thou....

We machiam having reunion dinner. -____-''!

BUt, it's very fun lor. Next time, i'll ask my buddies to come my house for gathering. hahaha.

Xueni's candid shot is always so funny!!!

Throughout the dinner, 4mei,yanyan,xueni are deciding if they wana join me to Arena. And final answer is, they'r going. So, yanyan & 4mei went back to get them prepared. While i stayed at xueni's place.

Xueni's driving...

Meet Eileen @ 11.30pm, Clarke Quay.

Together with 2 more guys...

We simply have our own fun.....

Yanyan, Xueni, 4mei

Eileen & Melvin Chew.

*Melvin. This guy, i gotta know him in year 2003. when i worked at a club, he is the boss whilst i'm the waitress. And after i quit working for like 6mths or so, we seldom see each other le. WOw, now it's like 6years already! TIme flies~~~ After i introduced him to eileen, they r like click too. And last week then i joined them to Arena.*

Thomas Ong & Jamie

*Thomas. This guy i knew at club momo (hmm, 3yrs back!). We always see each other at disco clubs. But it is always i'm working. :)

This is the first time Thomas club with us. I asked if he wana join, he says ok. but his friends not coming as paiseh, don't know us. well, we also don't know u mah.... hahahah. funny, anyway, thomas very sporty too. he came alone. :)

I told thomas, need no alot of people to club. it is of who u r clubbing with. :D *

See, the whole night he is busy SMSing.....

Ladies of the Night. 4mei & me.

So fast click already~~~

Our favourite Drink.

1 beast 2 beauties.

his trademark pose!

Cheerios~~~

I drink like nobody business. -____-''!

And of cos, i got drunk~~~~

My friends came too. They opened vodka. And i drink martell + vodka = drunkard.

I don't quite remember what happened after 3.30am. LOls! Yah, i remember bit of bit........ Not detailed scenerio, but a bit of here & there.. terrible me!!!

I still can go sabai. Really cannot believe myself! Well, i'll tend to drink more & more after i'm high!!! like what eileen says, "zui jiu". She's same as me too! lols. but this night she didn't drink alot, so nv zhui jiu with me. hahaha.

At sabai, i keep drinking & drinking. Till when i go off, i almost quarrelled with xueni's friends. That's what xueni & 4mei told me. Still, never really go into conflicts, just drunkard talking rots & intro herself as xueni's friends. Pengs.........................

Ah~~~~ Really cannot tahan myself lor.! How come i drink till so drunk? vodka kick is like that, i don't know when i got high. if martell, it is different. i'll feel that i cannot drink le. I don't want this JAMIE to appear again!!!

Still, I've a fun & enjoyable night. :) minus off the drunk part.

Bf knew that i'm drunk. He called me while i'm on the way home. From my voice, he knew i'm drunk already. He is unhappy, of cause. Not that he don't like me to club, but he don't want me to drink till drunk. As he says, too much of alcohol is bad for health. Yet, his caring words fall on my deaf ears. :(

Alright, i really gotta limit myself. don't get drunk!!!

SO, NO MORE MARTELL + VODKA FOR ME AGAIN..!

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Friday again...

Yes, it's friday again.....

Tonight is another battle night for me...

God, please bless me.
Bless me for i would meet good souls.
Bless me for i would 'slow & steady win the race'.
Bless me for i won't get drunk.
Bless me for everything would go smoothly .

Thank You God. :)

Jetstar has got flight promotions - 2 for the price of 1. T & C is, gotta travel in pair to enjoy this offer!

After discussion with tony, we've made confirmations & booked tickets...

Destination: Taipei.
Date: 29th July 2009 - 04th August 2009.
Mates: me, my 4mei, eileen, tony.

Flying off at this h1n1 period? Pray hard for me that i won't kena this virus. My mum is kind of unpleased with me travelling at this period lor. Well, she care for me? yah.. although she super bias, still will care for me, as i'm afterall her daughter.

Guess this would be my temporary last holiday. Because after i get back, i'll be getting myself ready into the World of Super Politics Environment. Which is, my new career.

I've decided that i will not venture into another apparels business. Perhaps i'm really not into this industry. Well, At least i've tried, and i knew it. Experiences = time used & money spent. Definitely no regrets at all. :) Only regrets is that i didn't do it well.

For my new career, I'll go into Sales line. I cannot stay inside office. I've alot of Xiao-Ren, is a sure commit-suicide choice if i were to hold 9-5 job. Industy wise, i've short-list a few. Still choosing..................................................................

I think i very funny lei. i shortlist the jobs instead of the job shortlist me. LOLS~~!!

Anyway, wish myself good luck. :)

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By the way, yesterday i went to watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past. It's a romance-comedy movie. I love it. ;) Nice show.

We don't like to be hurt in a relationship, we hate to suffer the pains after a broken relationship. It takes time to heal the wound and eventually we'll be able to start afresh with someone that come along. But if we never take the first step to begin a new relationship with someone we love, we will miss it and regrets.

Regrets is something that we can't nurse the wound. Despite how great or fantastic the next person u met, u still won't be able to forgo the 'regrets' u made. And u would only blame urself with "If only..."

So, be bold and dare to show out your love to your loved ones. Don't be afraid of being hurt. Relationship is not about who hurt who, or who give the most love, But, it's a experiences of life u have with someone u love.....................................

Dare to love.

And i love being in love... :)

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good afternoon.

Just had my beauty sleep. And yup, i've a good sleep. Yesterday somebody spoilt my mood but still, never affect my entire feelings.

I needa rant out to feel good. After around an hour of shout-out at FB, i'm feeling getter already. I know it's useless to get angry. But as a human being, still will feel unhappy de. It's a matter of time. hahaha. what talking me. Well, i took 1hrs to feel appeased.

And at 2.05am, the story-maker ENG SOON sms-ed me.

Didn't expect things to turn out like that. I am sorry for the wrong words said. I know that no amount of explanations will undone things that had happen. Hope everything turns out well and so,do take care,won't pester u further.Good night.

I never replied.

Don't bother to reply.

Xueni says if it were her, she'll reply and scold him.

I say i don't know how to scold lei. hahaha. serious. i really don't know how to scold. for my friends who know me, know that i don't scold vulgarities too. NOt to say those casual remarks lah. hahaha.

Well, to me, he is just trying to cover his backside by saying WHAT HE SAID IS ALL JOKES. He didn't expect eddie to tell me, right? his least expectations. And to his great shocking news, i called him & confronted.

I thought alot. Then i remembered i met ES at Dfly last friday. He claimed that he was there with his friends, but they 'd left before i saw them. I asked him to buy shots, he says he don't have cash & only have $20. I said ok, then help me with 2shots. He says no problem.

Then after a while, he sms-ed me that he's at Tiger live. Asked if i wana get anything to eat, i says anything. if u want eat then u order. And i did ate some.

I don't know if he were to tell eddie, see jamie never ask me to shots but accompany me to eat.

But the exact matter is not like that right?!

I may have think too much, but u will never know if this might be true!

Its freedom of speech. we can say anything we want. And yet whether it does exist/happen or not, nobody know at all. U may tell me u wana eat and i place the order. Then u turn around and tell others, jamie order food for me. These can be easily human-created-scenerio.

Well, this is actually not the first time that happened to me. previously i've got such encounters too.

I don't know what are these people out to. Like what eileen says, they don't know the hardwork we have while working in nightlife. They see & thought it is easy.

I would do felt disappointed of my friends. If they know me well, they wouldn't have asked me or asked for confirmations or anything else. isn't it?

Human being... Same breathing but born with different pulse. So long as i'm clear-conscience, i'm not afraid yah? :)

I always believe in karma...

God Bless You.

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fucking angry!!!!!

spoil my day!

received a sms from my friend, eddie. he says his friend, eng soon tell him i take eddie as customer but eng soon as friend.

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!

i know eddie like 2-3yrs ago. eng soon is eddie's colleague, gotta know ES like last year at st.james.

I'm awared that they always talked about me. because ES always sms me about ' i heard u tis and tat' I knew it is eddie who told him. OR ES asked eddie about me. Either way.

After i asked and clarify things with eddie, i called back ES. And asked him what did he tell eddie. he don't even dare to say anything lor. keep asking me what did eddie tell me. FUCK lah. u dare to say don't dare to admit issit!

Until i keep repeating the same sentences for 5x "what did u tell eddie"

and then ES says, we talked about customer & friend. we just chit chat n talked about u. i say he is ur customer and i am ur customer too. u working at st.james, we buy shots from u so we are your customers ma.

me: so this is what u tell him?

ES: what did he tell u?

me: no need bother what he say. why did u wana say so.

ES: ah i jus joking with him that u take him as customer. what did he tel u

me: so thats the way right? fine then.

And i hang up the phone.

What the hell? well, if u think i treat u as customer, then I TREAT U AS CUSTOMER.

i don't understand why there is always fucking irritating people to stir up my life. why he wana spoil 'me & eddie" friendship lei? 6mei says ES jealous that i nv contact him. please lor. i noe eddie long ago lei..... plus i've nothing much to talk with ES. i seldom reply sms oso.

fuck lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And for my friend, if people tell u i treat u as customer, please do think over of how i treat u first. if u r so easily influence by what others's said, then that's too bad.

just take it that JAMIE TAKE U AS CUSTOMER!

killing weather!

Singapore weather is killing me~~~

Weeks ago, it's freaking hot. Then recently it rains, so kind cooling. BUT, my shop area is damn the cold! Learned from eileen that the air-condition has repaired, and it's working damn well now. Just imagine, i wore jeans with t-shirt. And top up with jacket. YET, i'm still like shivering lor......

Argh....... I don't wana fall sick..


Hmmm, waiting for saturday to come. kekekke.... :D

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tuesday - crab feast with Bf.

Been waiting for tuesday since sunday. Which means, i waited like 2days.

My waiting? Not the feast, but meet up with Bf. heehee.....

Sunday - family dinner.

Monday - I'm working.

He came my place & fetch me at 7pm. Hmmm, we can't decide where to go. Then i just give attitude because miscommunication. what the hell me!! He has got High tolerance. But then shortly i behave like little woman. WHAahaha. funny~~~~ i think i really siao. :D

He just drives, i didn't know where we are heading. THen i'm like so happy when i know we'r dining at this place!

So coincidence that i'm craving for crabs~! DIdn't get to eat crabs on sunday, but i managed to eat it on tuesday! yeah~~~

Famous crab beehoon @ AMK.

I think the last time i came here was like 2years old. My birthday treat to family.

I'm sooo surprised that they actually renovated and conquered the entire coffee-shop! Their renovations is so modern!

Thumbs up for their services too!

Still as fantastic as ever.

We'r super duper full. Left 2/5 and we can't eat anymore le... BUT, he really very powerful. while walking towards the car, he says go drink teh. I was like *faint* I says, Huh? so full already, u still wana drink teh ah~~~?

I really wana pengz, and yet i find it so funny. Then i says let's go la kopi lor.... He says, yah that's what i mean. Go serangoon there la kopi. Me replied, dun bluff lor.. u just want to drink teh. HAHHA.

And we settled down at this chill-out cafe @ serangoon. But he ordered cafe latte instead of teh. Lols. :D

Chit chat for like~~~ 1hr +.. I loves this feelings. I want a bf who can talk anything with de. Not just a boyfriend companion. But like buddies, friends, this kind de. :) Can chit chat just like what i talked to with my buddies. I don't know how to explain this feelings/terms. Sometimes i see some bf & gf don't share everything. I don't want like that. I want to share everything with my bf. Love life, friends, family, career, leisure, etc~~~~ And i'm so happy i can..... :D

THat's the way it is isn't? A partner to share your journey of Life.......

Home Sweet Home....

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Chou TO FU

Meet up with xueni on wednesday...

When we bypass geylang, i asked about the chou-tofu.... i heard/aware that geylang has chou-tofu. BUt, doesn't know where is the exact place. i've been wanting to eat chou-tofu since donkey months. Eversince i came back from HK lah..........hahahah.

And to my delightment, SHE knew the place!!!

I'm soooooo happy.... :D

Located at geylang lor 45......


Me with my naked face... ABSOLUTE NO make up at all. *faint*

Ta-dah!!!

Crispy at the outside, Damn soft at the inside. LOls.....

And it's Damn smelly for her!!!

Outside or Inside, it's still SMELLY........

But i find it NOT smelly lei....................................................

hahahahaha.......

same logic to those who dislike durians!

Delicious~~

Enjoying my favourite!
I can eat another serving.... But i'm too bloated after dunking in the barley-drink.......

I cannot ta-bao.... She'll faint and curse me to the core...................................... :D

Now that i know this place, i'll visit him soon............................. Can ask Bf to bring me there.. cos he ate chou-tofu before, and says it's nice. HAHAHAHA.....

Eileen likes chou-tofu too! We can go together!!!! :)

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